Recollections

Was thinking of writing down the events which made this year..well..rather special but I'm too darn lazy to do so now..not to mention sleepy. 3 more days to go till 2010. 20 more days till I turn a year older. 2 1/2 more years till I get to go out to work :(

Depressing thoughts but with age comes mature thinking. With that in mind, I guess I have to start planning out my career now.

My boy, play time's over

Great times

I thank you Lord for giving me such blessings in my life. Blessings of family and friends, blessings of love, care, comfort and happiness and many many more blessings which I might not be even aware of.

Yesteryears

Nostalgic memories of the old days. ( No brownie points for guessing who I am in the pic)

Makes me think, what If I never came back to Malaysia? I'd be staying there of course, probably grow a few centimeters taller or more but after all is said and done, I kinda like it back here..at home.

Tainted

Its amazing how a single drop of ink can just render one whole cup of water..unusable, wasted.

No matter how good you do or how amazing you are, when you fail to achieve something..something so minuscule..and your day just goes down the drain.
Its like us..humans..men. Born in to the world, of pure innocence.. tainted by the grime and sloth of society as the years past.

It makes me ponder upon this question, who and what sets the rules of society? These rules hv been set into place since the first society of babylon came out. Why can't we do this, why can't we do that? I want to be different.

I'm in a state of unnecessary confusion at the moment so do excuse me.

Hunger Pangs

Grumble grumble grumble
My tummy just rumbles
Its 15 minutes to 10 and my mind just stumbles
Thinking about fresh apple crumble
Mumble mumble mumble

boohooooooo

Assasins Do it from Behind.

Just saw the trailer of Prince of Persia :Sands of time and it looks good.. *cough*women*cough* yup they do look good.

Just watched Avatar and it was awesomely awesome, to my own standards of course.

Want to know what a sh*t movie is? watch Storm Warriors. Its a catastrophic case of bad camera angles and over-used bullet time sequences which drives you beyond nuts and makes you wanna sucker punch those fools every time they stay mid-air trying to swing their swords. Its like......watching old ppl in the park practising tai chi.....Imagine that.... absolutely ridiculously boring unless you have a fetish for old folks of course. You know what would be awesome in bullet time? A stripper. yes that would be awesome.

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Twas checking out my old pile of junk to see If I could recycle some of them for Christmas Gifts. Yes I'm a cheapo. Everyone's a cheapo when they are broke. A bookmark came along saying these lines

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow, don't walk behind me, I may not lead,walk beside me and just be my friend"

hmmmm...

"Don't walk in front of me, I won't follow. Don't walk behind me, I won't lead. Don't walk beside me either. Just walk away and leave me alone"
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Ever tried talkng to an ignorant person? well if you can't convince them, just confuse them.

In a blink of an eye

Only 1 more week till Christmas, things to do are piling up like dead bodies in a game of l4d..hmm..grim metaphor. The past few weeks have been good, I thank God for giving me such blessings in my life. One thing, I think I'm going out too much. Yesterday's conversation with my sis proved it coz she didn't realize I was not in the house for 4 days.

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Talking of metaphors, lemme tell you a story.
One day a boy asked his dad on how many types of breasts there were during dinner. The father answered,"well son, there's 3 types of breasts"

1st type: In her twenties

Breasts are like melons, firm and round.

2nd type: In her thirties to forties

Breasts are like pears, still nice but hanging.

3rd type: After fifty they are like onions.

"onions?" the boy asked.

Yea, onions coz when you see them they make you cry.

The wife, smiled and told her daughter that men have 3 types of penises too.

1st type: In his twenties

They are like oak trees, mighty and hard

2nd type: In his thirties to forties

They are like birch, flexible and reliable

3rd type: After his fifties, its like a Christmas tree

"Christmas tree?" the girl asked

Yep, christmas tree coz its dead from root up and the balls are only for decoration.

*Pawned*
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- I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem!

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Camp was awesome btw. Learned really good stuff, made new friends, and had lotsa memorable moments ;)

Football brings the best out of everyone.

Non sequitur

Q: Which is more exp, pork or goat meat?
A: Beef

Another random post

I don't know if its my quarterly life crisis or what but I feel like baking.

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-Light travels faster than sound. That's why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.

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Something for you to ponder upon.

With life comes indifference
With indifference comes conflict
With conflict comes war

So in conclusion, with life comes war.

In other words, Fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity.

No titles

Think of something really bad that you have done. Something which has hurt or caused misunderstandings in someone so much that It gives you sleepless nights. And imagine this, that very someone suddenly just says he forgives you. Isn't that the best feeling ever? I had a similar feeling earlier ago and believe me I've never slept with such peace in my heart before as If all the worries was taken away from me.

Does all of this seem familiar to you? Of course it does.
All men have sinned. That includes me and you. Anger, violence, pride, selfishness and many many more. Its probably just the tip of the iceberg.
Now that your thinking of the wrongdoings you have done in your entire life, I'll ask you this "Do you feel guilty? Does your conscience allow you to rest peacefully after committing an act of sin? "
However you might want to deny it, there will be moments when they all come back haunt you.

My dear friend, I've got the greatest news for you. God loves you! In correlation to that, He sent his only son to die for our sins and to redeem us.

So think of all the bad things you have done so far. Now, Know the fact that your forgiven. It certainly feels peaceful right?

Sounds too easy to be true? The hard part has been done for us already. Jesus Christ has died on the cross for us. Now we only need to:-

Transfer our Trust from what you have been doing to what Christ has done for you on His cross.

Accept Christ as our Savior.

Receive Christ as Lord. Let him take the driving wheel of our life coz God has great plans for you!

Repent! Be willing to turn away from the bad things you have done.

Easy peasy huh? Told yea! ;)

Hv a good night!

29th November 2009

Its probably one of my most important days in my life, for I will be baptized today. I will be renewed with the holy spirit :)

:(

me no more doggie alrdy. all gone missing. :(

What a day,

Had sleep paralysis today. I hate it every time it happens coz its freaking scary. Don't really remember much of what happened but I remember reaching for an old tattered photograph of someone in a room on a dusty wooden cupboard shelve and all of a sudden this huge pressure was pulling me out from within. Its like being being squashed physically yet having your very consciousness sucked out of your body. About the old wooden cupboard..I don't hv any at home.
Don't laugh at me but I was screaming for help so freaking desperately that I began clutching my fists so hard cause my voice had suddenly just gone mute. I think my heart was over rev-ed coz i woke up shouting. Wanted to call a friend but decided not to..didn't want to disturb her sleep. It was 3am plus after all. Thats not all, my room felt so freaking eery..I swear I could hear drops of water coming from somewhere near my bed but there's nothing anywhere. I prayed to God for protection and clutched my bible to sleep. I think I need to sleep more regularly now, these experiences are getting worse when my sleeping hours go cucko. Wish someone was awake to talk to with but I know God's there watching over me and protecting me :)

It was 20 minutes past 7am when I woke up. This big sense of urgency came spewing out. I was late for work..terribly late. (work starts at 7am) Got rdy in record time as usual and flew out of the house and dominated the road like Mika hakkinen with a dirty looking myvi. I needa wash it soon. Spots of rust are appearing -..-

10 minutes past 11am. I hate how there are no chicks to gaze at in the latter days of november. That is after all, the perks of working in the Sbux in that area. There's a pretty lil cute co-worker there but she's like a little girl, I feel like a big brother needing to feed his little puppy eyed lil sister with whipped cream and caramel..so yea. no interests whatsoever there.

I miss the times you were working with me in bucks. I miss ur contagious hyperness and bubbliness. All of em..now.. special pages of pictures in a book called life. Sigh. :)

Okay, this is gonna be brief. I am fucking noob in Dota alrdy. I give shame to title of noob. Back in my prime I would hv totally verbal-fucked my current self with inner language of dota.
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Lets hv a dialogue between past and present me:-

Present ws: I got pawned badly
Past ws: You NOOB! don't feed la f*cker
Present ws: Its not like I wanted to let them kill me but they always gb me.
Past ws: who ask u dun wan put observer wards. knnccb. If u know hero missing then play safe la cibai.
Present ws: They never report hero missing :(
Past ws: So? you cannot see for urself? mahai ur timing so off gao ma chut. keep kena deny, last hit keep miss. Noob say noob la f*cker.
Present ws: ......Me dun likey you anymore :(
Past ws: shut up noob.
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Sigh..the sad truth of life, the once pro has fallen through the ranks to become an absolute n**b.
Practise makes perfect. No practise makes noobs.

Anyways......... drum rollss

dum dum dum

dum dum dum

dum dum dum

The one thing that really did make my day was a phone call from church.

Guess what folks, I'm gonna get water baptized this Sunday :D

Its been a great day after all hasn't it? x)

Love me do!

Someone to love
Somebody new
Someone to love
Someone like you!

Bruce lee

He comes out with the darndest quotes.

" If you make an ass of yourself, there will always be someone to ride you "

wise man, wise words.

Thoughts

If someone died for every act of stupidity i committed, I'd be a weapon of mass destruction. Period.

Sigh..

If all shemales were as hot as her. I wouldn't mind. honestly.

lol

Mystery google is fun. Who in the world searches for flying chimpanzees. Thats one heck of a curiosity

Aerosmith

Rumors going on that Steve Tyler is parting with Aerosmith D: Wth is happening with this worlddd?? C'mon what is Aerosmith without Steve Tyler??!?!

I'm a manga freak o.O

Just finished 68 chapters of a manga called The World Only God Knows..in one day. Feels like my childhood days where I get extremely tired after playing the PS for 9 hrs straight.

Anyways, the manga i mentioned is pretty good. Check it out!

The World Only God Knows <-- Link

And other worth mentioning manga

Akumetsu

I'll post some others later.

calmness

For the Lord is my Shepard and I shall have all my faith and belief in Him.

Ownage!

1st kick "BAM"

2nd kick "BAMM"

Didier Drogba you just got owned! GG.com! Evans FTW!

Just confirms it.

Drogba Classics

An Idiot. Total Idiot.




Didier Drogba ur a useless piece of shit.

You never seem to fail people in terms of diving or faking injuries.

Today ur theatrical performance reached new heights when you went down and acted like a retarded idiot with muscle spasms. I thought It was hilarious. Too bad Evans never kicked you enough!

Whats ur flavour?

As we grow up, we subconsciously set basic parameters of the people we deem to be acceptable. Some may set their expectations to be high and some to be pretty low. I must say It all depends on the upbringing and experiences on a road called life.

Among all those expectations, there is an essential component which is called trust. With trust we can be faithful and through these very elements do we find a factor called a sense of security.

I'm not gonna go mumbo jumbo talking about obvious things which you can read on the internet damn this sentence is long. So.. It brings us back into the main question. What do you find in a partner?

For me, its pretty simple.
Trustful , loyal, not afraid to show affection, kind to animals and everyone, cheerful and possess a great smile!

Of course there are minor details here and there but that's the gist of things.

One thing I don't understand is, why do women think its their right to hv a fit when its the time of the month? God made you that way, so If ur intending to blame God for it, then by all means on ur own account. But if ur not then supress it dammit! You've got ur whole life to learn how to do it! Even to ur family or partner! You'd do them a great favor.
Thank God I have never met these kind of women b4. Partners of course that is.

So whats ur cup of tea?

Period of grace.

I think I'm gonna have a breakdown. One thing after another, the bad news just comes piling up. Bingkee has fleas, did the exams badly even with so much preparation, and I even lost my car plate. How in the world can you even lose it?

Received a phone call which made my day even worse as I was told that I was not eligible for water baptism this year so I had to be postponed to the middle of next year. I feel robbed. Its like taking a candy cane from a child and breaking it in half in front of the poor child. The one thing which I highly anticipated this month. Told my whole family bout it..I was even counting the days for it.

I've waited 3 yrs...whats another 6 months. Is this one of His trials for me? I pray that He'll give me lots of patience and persistence coz I feel damn shitty now about everything.

Ain't no sunshine.

Ain't no sunshine when ur gone..Its not warm when ur away.

sigh.

Mr Bing Kee has fleas D:
since he's a wabbit. I can't use normal sprays..what to do :(
Time for the vet!

Tired but Happy :)

It feels good when you see people happy, feels even better If you could make people happy :)

Yes?

If your the time then I'll be the clock. I'll keep an eye on you 24/7

God's always there!

As time runs out, my worries have increased a few folds. My shoulders burdened. My nightly sleep disturbed. Today's youth session really did help me. Helped me in ways I've never imagined. and the worst part of it is that I don't even know how to explain. I felt that God really spoke to me today, on how to deal with my worries. That show's how important quiet time is for us Christians. Therefore I plead to you my fellow brethren, please do your quiet time. Father is there just waiting for us, wanting to tell us of good news, wanting to comfort in times of trouble, wanting us to know that he truly is there for us.

Psalms 121:1-8

[1]I will lift up my eyes to the hills-from whence comes my help?
[2]My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth.
[3]He will not allow your foot to be moved; he who keeps you will not slumber.
[4]Behold, He who keeps Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.
[5]The LORD is your keeper; the LORD is your shade at your right hand.
[6]The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night.
[7]The LORD shall preserve you from all evil; he shall preserve your soul.
[8]The LORD shall preserve your going out and coming in from this time forth, and even forevermore.

Yea so we struggle yea know with worries just as all human being do, just like I do. We worry bout our grades, we worry bout our jobs, we worry about our family, we worry about a whole multitude of things..These worries they just get intense with each passing day...rendering us just powerless in the wake of its animosity. Often during these times we replace faith with just pure worrying, shifting our burden from God's mighty shoulders to our frail and weak ones. We end up being afraid, worried, and we just can't sleep.

In these times my friend, remind urselves that God is always there! always always there for you.

Psalms 44:21 He knows everything, including what we fear.
Psalms 139:7-10 He's everywhere.
Ephesians 1:11 He's in charge of our world.
Psalms 56:3-4 Whenever I'm afraid, I will trust in You.
Psalms 9:10 And for those who know Your name will put their trust in You;
For You, LORD have not forsaken those who seek You.

So friends, don't worry for the LORD is your strength!

and finally..an all time fav verse of mine..

Phillipians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

I bid you all a good night's sleep and a wonderful morning.
Don't skip quiet time! Don't skip church on Sundays! Who knows what you might be missing out on ;)

NEVER EVER HAVE I IN MY LIFE

LAUGHED SO HARD BEFORE! LOL

YES2009

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boo.

Time , time , time
They say it passes with a spree
return oh please return..it will never be.
Scared I am..you can't see
If you see me you'll think I'm freaky
Test is on tuesday..WHAT? I don't think i'm ready
but this is what I get for being sleazy
I need a plan I need it urgently
Or maybe a prayer for me
So that I can score all HDs?
Instead of wasting time as If I'm free
I'm gonna catch a bath and have a read
or go for an appointment God has for me.
So tata..Its all for tonight..I need to go do my work like a busy bee.

Just a lil bit of you!

Just a lil bit of you everyday will keep my troubles away

Coffee-high today...toooooooooo much caffeine!

The good old times.

Inglourious Basterds

Major Dieter Hellstrom: That was the sound of my Walther pointed right at your testicles.

Lt. Archie Hicox: Why do you have a Luger pointed at my testicles?

Major Dieter Hellstrom: Because you've just given yourself away, Captain. You're no more German than that scotch.

Lt. Archie Hicox: Well, Major...

Bridget von Hammersmark: Major...

Major Dieter Hellstrom: Shut up, slut. You were saying?

Lt. Archie Hicox: I was saying that that makes two of us. I've had a gun pointed at your balls since you sat down.

Sgt. Hugo Stiglitz: That makes three of us.

Stiglitz takes Hellstrom by the shoulder and aggresively forces a gun against his crotch

Sgt. Hugo Stiglitz: And at this range, I'm a real Frederick Zoller.

Major Dieter Hellstrom: Looks like we have a bit of a sticky situation here.

Sgt. Hugo Stiglitz: Say "auf Wiedersehen" to your Nazi balls!

credits to Imdb.

By far the best scene in the movie, I think. lol.

The Blue Screen Strikes Back!

Its back! again.... and this time its not going away.

A new hope. Not.

Just when I thought this phone would last till end of the year...my hopes were blown away..

My phone has gone completely nuts, this'll make it 3 phones in 1 month which hv gone kaputs.

I guess the blue screen of death decided to switch to mobile phones from PCs. ..wait.. its not blue anymore..........
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its.....................
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UPSIDE DOWN! D: WTH. How to msg ppl??

Damned LG phones.......

Arghhh

WTH MAN, watching twilight now. I just can't freakin stand Belle. She looks horny 24/7 to the point its irritating. stupid irritating bitch. spoil movie.knnccb.

Confused. So What shall I do?

A speaker shared the word of God in Cf. Unfortunately I don't have the summary of facts as I passed it on to Adrian. From my own interpretation It was more of thinking and interpreting the Bible in a manner which is not biased. I can draw examples from the BGR talk by pastor richard. As much as I like the guy but there are just some things which I can't accept related to the testimonies and interpretations he had. Today's talk shed some light on the issue which I have been in a daze in. But when I came back and the 1st thing I read was this.

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

So. . . . not to lean on my own understanding. Its something which kind of clashes with what I'm thinking bout.

Anyways.. today has been productive in a social manner but not academically which makes me feel scared and guilty. Tonight will be night of no rest...gotta make up for the lost time.

In today's conversation with my friends, I heard a friend talking about standards in choosing a suitable partner. This is especially apparent if your ex has been all you could wish for in a person. I couldn't agree more.

Where would I find a person like you again?

Confucious says

I do not want a friend who smiles when I smile, who weeps when I weep, for my shadow in the pool can do better than that

I think.

I've thought things through. Let things that you cannot change run its course.

U can shut the fuck up

damn u psycho-ing son of bitches. telling ppl of your own relationship stories which nvr work due to your own damn fault. Now that I think of it, was it partly because of some "people" u got it off with me? if so. u can ask those "people" who care so so so much for you to fuck themselves.

You got some explaining to do.

Its a one-sided thing after all.

If a person doesn't like you..the person won't like you even if you do everything in the world to impress that one person. That my friend is the time you lay-off and do what ur suppose to do. Your own work. And not think bout these things or anyone anymore. Get it?

Had plenty of troubles yesterday night. Had a comforting chat with a friend. Talked to God and he talked back in a way x) Can't wait for quiet time later on tonight hehe.

Hm.?

For miles and miles of what I see,
Is the emptiness all around me,
Fake smiles,
Fake friendships,
Fake promises,
Who shall I ever believe?

Now that your ignoring me,
To the point of even blocking me,
Calls, msgs, online msgs,
Even with all these technologies,
Its all in vain ...It seems.

I think I've been deceiving myself all this while. I'm not ok. no I'm not. Why is it that every single time I'm alone I feel empty? lonely. sad. pathetic. I'm just feeling sick of making a fake smile the whole freaking day and saying that I'm okay...but after all. no one likes a moody person.

Someone.help me? hm?

Peace with oneself and God

Just had my first ever quiet time. Now I have a sense of calmness in me which is rather unexplainable. I love God and God loves me :)

What a day for a daydream.

I'm lazy to put it into paragraphs so I''ll put it into point forms.

-Dragged my wooden block of a body out of bed as early as 6 am. Earliest I hv ever woken up in a while..a long long while.

-Ran 5km without much effort. It must be God whos infusing us with a never-say-die spirit and strength.

-Finished the run and after much dilly dally, I ended up in PJEFC. Greeted by familiar faces which is always a good welcome ;)
and...got kicked in the nuts accidentally..by the one and only Miss Tam tks to Mr Lai.

-Drove around in PJ in search of Tim's car. I think I know PJ better now...a bad way to learn lol.

-Am at home now..wasting my sleep time just to write this.. which is a freakin boring read. I just love ranting.

Oh..lets add a sms convo.

Me: Did you know that Crocodile Dung was the 1st known contraceptive which was 1st used as early as 2000b.c by Egyptians.
karl:what on earth.haha.And what did they use it for?
Me:Condoms maybe?
Karl:Oh my God. Smelly sex
Me:No..its called Dirty Sex.

Sigh... Bai Wu Liao Lai.

Who are the 5 ppl I will meet in heaven?

As the title suggests, I just finished reading "The five people you meet in heaven" by Mitch Albom
I think I'm gonna add him into my favourite authors list. This book had me glued to it for the past few hours. Just one word. Fantastic. or maybe another word. Awesome. hehe

*Spoiler alert*

The 4th person he met which was his deceased wife really struck me. Not very long before, I always had an image of me and her walking down a pathway, enjoying the gentle breeze of the wind, basking in the warm sun. Wrinkles all over us, we would have between us.. little talks, jokes and affectionate gestures. I could promise you that If she had an ice-cream with her she'd try to smear my face with it haha. Its weird when you think your really over your relationship but it just strikes you at those vulnerable moments and it makes you think of the past memories you've spent with each other. Those moments full of laughter and happiness, teary moments of sadness..you just get reminded of it. And..you just wish for the person to be there with you. Embracing her..feeling her heartbeat next to mine. To this day, she's still so very special to me..I guess I have a special place for her in my heart even If things would never work out between us.
I just..loved that smile of hers. If you could see it from my eyes..you would see an angel..reaching out. A sensation of warmth and affection flooding your very surroundings. But now thats all but a distant past. A past that would never come back.

Now, I propose a question to you. For the woman or man you loved with all your life, what would you do without him/her? In a sense..I feel for Eddie the maintenance guy. For when he lost his beloved wife, his aptitude for sadness and grief enveloped him for the rest of his living days.

Now a moral to this story. Be strong. Don't ever close your heart. Accept new possibilities. Be loving to everyone.

You can't undo anything you've already done, but you can face up to it. You can tell the truth. You can seek forgiveness. And then let God do the rest.

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today's God's gift and thats why we call it present.

[ Quotes from Joan Rivers ]

Awesome!

Awesome time in uni.
Awesome books borrowed ( The five people you meet in heaven and For one more Day)
Awesome time jogging 6 rounds around lakeview (6km)
Awesome friendships made
Awesome Snowflake Bestseller
Awesome Mum who made a great dinner
Awesome Dad who ta pau-ed Ipoh Salted Chicken
Awesome calories burned and regained
Awesome neighbours who alerted me when Bin Kee slipped out through a hole in the fence.
Awesome Bin kee who made me run around but I love Bin Kee lots :)
Awesomely awesome that God blessed me so much today.
Awesome..just purely awesome.

Hi my name is Lonely. Nice to meet you.

Once upon a time, there was a boy called Triste. Triste's family constantly moved about like nomads who move about in search of a greener pasture. This made Triste really really sad. As soon as he were to make some friends, he would be on the move once again, to a place full of strangers. This made Triste a very quiet boy. The only "friends" that stayed with him were his toys. "Friends" that could never share his times of joy and laughter. "Friends" that stayed silent in his moment of sadness and pain. Static smiles that stay still in the presence of tears. Still, Triste strived on..filling his heart with loneliness as the days go by. The only thing that made Triste smile genuinely was the birds who flew with such majestic grace for he too wanted to fly. To fly to a place where his heart would be filled with happiness and laughter.
Seasons came and go. The passing of time, relentless in its journey to find eternity. Triste grew up to be a fine man. A man full of honour, goodness and integrity. One could never find fault in his doings. But behind all the good works he did, lie a man.. emotionally frail beyond his years. A man that hid his feelings behind a fragile mask of a smile. The only joy he found was the breeze of the soothing wind which reminded him of the dreams he had as a young child.

To be continued.
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Had a big big dinner to my tummy's delight. Big Char Koay Teow + Pork Satay + Lim Chee kang.I'm so gonna hate myself tmr morning lol.

Just watched district 9, it was a pretty good show. It just made me realize how ugly and selfish humans can be. Damn you selfish bastards.

I beginning to realize that all my posts are starting to become very the boring and emo. I need a hobby! Need to find hiking partner.. sigh.

Hold up boy Hold up

I'm a fast man! too fast. and no i'm not on the influence on weed again. I'm just too fast on certain things it makes me feel guilty.

Ho hum

Passionate kissing burns 6.4 calories a minute. A Hershey’s kiss contains 26 calories, which takes five minutes of walking–or about four minutes of kissing–to burn off.

So what are you waiting for?

Finals in a month. I'm gonna hv a resolution to study till 9pm in uni everyday. care to join?

You will never taste heaven till you taste hell.

Chao Tau Fu/Tau Fu Busuk/Stinky tofu makes anything taste heavenly after consumption.

Thoughts

I think I'm like cheezels. Corny and cheesy.

I think I hv a split personality, one personality for working in Bux and another in real life. Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Happy Mid Autumn Festival ppl.

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I really am suppose to be studying but you just can't study at home. Its impossible.
I'm thinking to myself, what is my personality? Is it by how I portray myself to the masses? My family always call me the quiet one. How true is that?

I guess it all depends on the company. I communicate differently with different people.

I feel more comfortable being silent but I just can't stand the awkward silence when ur with a friend whos not used to the silent treatment. So I end up talking and talking and talking.. and a few minutes after the conversation, I would be thinking to myself "wow, I'm talking absolute rubbish" good job well done ws. You've just branded urself lame all over your forehead.

and zy. this doesn't apply to u. you unearth the lameness out of everyone with ur super random topics.
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I know I've just broke up not long ago and I'm stuck at this spot where I don't know what I should do. Go on with life? find another gf? wait.. isn't that a lil too fast? Makes me feel guilty at a certain point. I shud just concentrate on my finals.

A long way home

Busted up my phone yesterday due to a stupendous act of jumping into the pool with my phone in the pocket. [Idiot]

Went back home from Cheras or at least I tried to go back home but I got lost. Was suppose to follow Jared to a certain point but ended up losing sight of him. [Fail]

Drove around and discovered that I was in some ulu area with a small road with tall weed beside me. Drove around some more and found a highway. A really new one i reckon coz I did not see a car or any shops etc for 5 minutes while i was driving 80 km/h or it was probably too late (2am). Decided that I should ask for help. That's when my friend the pain starts to sink in. My phone is busted and I didn't know where the hell I was.
[ Epic Fail ]

At last after going along this highway I was in Sungai Besi and I didn't know how to go back. Somehow I ended up in Kuchai Lama coz i drove past the Talipon restaurant. Finally..ended up in old klang road where I finally fuckin saw some signboards to Bandar Sunway/Subang jaya.

That trip lasted bout an hr b4 i reached home.

I hate roads in Cheras. Period. My nightmare did come true..after all........

Summary

Cheras-->forsaken area-->Sungai Besi-->Desolate road-->Jln Kuchai lama-->Old Klang Road-->Sunway-->Subang Jaya-->Ara Damansara

A waste of time

I went to Uni in the morning proudly thinking that I would spend some useful and productive time revising due to two incoming tests next week but...I forgot to bring the majority of my notes. This is just sweet. Now I'm wasting more time doing more unproductive things like writing about how unnecessary this blog post is because it is.

Good thing is that I'll get to eat some good food later. Tau Fu Busuk here I come!

Dreamed some pretty weird things yesterday. I think my engineering consciousness is telling me to revise on my studies more.

Okay lets try to be productive. Found a philosophical question online.

Think of a famous movie and replace one of the words with "sausage" -absolutely hilarious stuff if you really look into it. [http://www.answerbag.com/q_view/1296779]

I'll leave it to you guys to guess what movie it is :P

Dude, where's my sausage?
The Sausage Redemption
12 Angry Sausage
Sausage Begins [Batman Begins]
The Dark Sausage
Raiders of the Lost Sausage
Dr Strangelove: How I learned to stop worrying and love the sausage.
Its a wonderful Sausage
Sausage Gump
Sausage of Arabia
To Sausage a Mockingbird
Saving Sausage Ryan
Eternal Sausage of the Spotless mind
The Bourne Sausage
Lock, Stock and Two smoking sausages

Okok..enuff of this sausage fest.

Time to leave soon xD

These are the days

A nice song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTxGkB46IZY

Wisdom.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately on my past relationship and I'm glad that It ended the way it did. Maybe It could have ended later but I guess it would only bring more heart aches for both of us. Maybe we were too naive about the possibilities in our relationship or maybe I was being just plain ignorant of what was happening.
I admit to being an idealistic person, I would treat the person I love with the best things I can afford. One of em being the attention and affection that I would pour out for that one person and another would be the huge and deep well of patience I would hv for that person. I think you would agree too right fern? :)
I do not believe in arguing with the opposite sex. A lil bit of playful merajuk-ness acceptable from both parties but not serious arguments. I'm not saying I'm a pushover but I just can't bear the thought of having someone you really like and cherish to be sad because of what you would and could say. Physical pain can hurt but words can hurt more. BUT! there must be times where you have to stand your ground although with a little coaxing and compromises.
I just realized that I'm spamming the word "I' like no one's business. Its a bad habit gah.
At this point of life, I feel like I'm letting go of the bird in hope of it returning to me someday, sometime.
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Work today was fine, my uni mates and the gang came to visit me in Bux while I was working. Really thank them for doing that even though I didn't really get to layan them coz I was working of course lol. Company is good ;D
The song "Can't we be friends" by Jamie Cullum was in my head the whole day. Gosh.. the tune is so addicting. I was practically singing it or humming it aloud whenever I had the chance. If I remembered the lyrics I would have just spammed the song at my co-worker in bux lols. A sample of his songs. His voice is just awesome.



ella fritgerald + frank sinatra singing can't we be friends.

Short Holidays

As the title suggests, the mid-sem break feels so short. I'm practically booked for the week and I've not done any revisions yet. gotta work extra hard on the free days of my 1 week break. sigh.

On another note, going to pasar malam in Cheras again on wednesday :D . Imma gonna try out more food there! and have more taufu busuk. I need to diet/workout/starve myself dry.

Fast Man

I think slow-motion camera producers are gonna go bankrupt. yes my friends! its a fucking conspiracy. The answer to this is non other than Weed. WEEEDDDD ! when u hv weed every fucking thing slows-down! I think i'm gonna fall asleep waiting for my fingers to finish type this damn sentence.................gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............:D:D:D:D:D:D: hey looook happy and sad at the same time xD

A letter to you.

To my sweetie pie,

Had a tearful day yesterday. Never in my life have I been so sad, I guess that's life huh? One moment you think you have everything you can wish for in the world, the next moment your left back with nothing..absolutely nothing at all.

But.. I don't regret any moments we shared, not even one. I loved with all my heart, I know you did too. These 2 yrs has been a dream to me, a good dream. You've brought new things in my life, you've changed me from inside out, you've inspired me, you've made me feel special, you've been my everything. Remember those little things we do? How we would have cute conversations on the phone. How i sang you to sleep even though my singing is bad. How you asked me how much I loved you and how I answered every time with cheesy lines. How we would have nightly detours and just sit in the car near the park, just cuddling up and listen to soothing jazz notes. How PDA we can get and the shy blushes you have every single time. How you would wake me up in the morning and I'll get grumpy but you would just make that disappear with a peck on the cheek. How we would watch sappy love movies together and end up crying together. heh..There's so much things I wanna say but I'll leave it there.
I'll always remember the memories of us. The way you smile. The way we'd always have a lil peek whenever we pass by a mirror. The way you've changed my life. Sweetie, no one will ever take that away from me.
The time has come for us to part. Every dream has its ending. I only hope and pray that you'll be strong there in sg. I pray that you'll always have that beautiful smile on you. I pray for your happiness. Maybe the time is not ripe for us and maybe fate will bring us back once more but no one would know, would they?. Above everything, I'm always here if you need someone to fall back upon. Always here.

p.s. I love you.

love,
ws.

Memories

There are many many crazy things
That will keep me loving you
And with your permission
May I list a few

The way you wear your hat
The way you sip your tea
The memory of all that
No they can't take that away from me

The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No they can't take that away from me

We may never never meet again, on that bumpy road to love
Still I'll always, always keep the memory of

The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you changed my life
No they can't take that away from me

random posts.

The week has been a pretty hectic but awesome week! Fern came back for a few days but thats better than nothing right :D .Wish I did more academically though xD




Was planning on getting the black thing i wore, shud I? hrmmm



went to KL today and did a lil shopping and abit of cross-dressing for Eric. :P

Feeling tired, shall update more soon xD

Jia..kk.. Parr... Behhhh...?

LOL, absolutely loved the singaporean horror-comedy show, Where got Ghost by Jack Neo. Freaking funny, nvr had such a good laugh for the longest time

dum de dum

procrastinating, yep yep yep~

Haiyo..

Its 1.40am, I still hv the whole chapter of Entropy to go through and guess what? Class starts at 8am. I've still not taken my bath yet and I'm writing this crap. What an awesome use of time.

I'll need coffee..lotsa coffee. Zy said that coffee makes ppl look old. So the question is, Should I drink more coffee?

I'm lacking exercise or rather no time to exercise. I feel fat. Stupid Ass-ignments sucking my time and energy away like parasites. The only thing they provide physically are extra fats.

Fern's not replying to my sms's. Wonder what shes up to :/

Missing, again.

This is Gumby.
Have u seen him?. If u hv pls contact me at 016-9286957 . Any information will be greatly appreciated. A big $$ reward for the safe return of Gumby.
Location last seen: Ara Damansara Jln PJU 1A

A series of events.

Sunday - 6 September 2009

Gumby ran out of the house again. Searched the whole area for 2 hrs. He's still missing up to today. I pray to God he's safe and that the Lord will lead him back home again safely. Read the bible for inspirational quotes to cure my emo-nism, fell asleep searching for one.

Monday - 7 September 2009

Went for a food hunt organized by CF. Went around PJ, ended up in TTDI. Missed the important video conference at 8.30pm. I'm sure the aussies are pissed. I can feel the heat. Jarod's probably back-stabbing me on how useless I am. I'm gonna make up for it, watch me!
Saw some road kill on the road near my hse. I didn't have the guts to check on it. Please let Gumby be okay, please...

Tuesday - 8 September 2009

Hv to study in Uni till late at night. 10.30pm anyone? Guitar classes, sigh.

Wednesday - 9 September 2009

Thermodynamics test today. I hope i studied enough on the 8th, if not, I sure fckin hope something bad happens with the exam papers. Tim predicted something to happen today, something bad. 09/09/09= 9/9/9= you know where it leads to, If you don't then I pray that God keeps you from harm.

Thursday - 10th September 2009

Our monthly anniversary date honey :) 2 yrs and 7 months passed, a lifetime to go.

A poem to you I may not be able to write,
But a confession of feelings which burn alight,
Starlight starbright,
I'll catch a shooting star tonight,
I Pray to the Lord of what I ask tonight,
A chance to see your smile so bright.


Fact time:Did you know?

I require six alarm clocks to wake myself up in the morning. (alarm settings in the phone)
I lost count of how many stand-alone alarm clocks i broke in my life. Pity them. I don't click well with those alarm clocks, they give up too easily on me. If they had testimonies written everytime one failed to work it would be Rest in Pieces.

Quote sharing time:

Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health,
just as your sould prospers. (3 John 2)

Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in You. (Psalms 56:3-4)

Do, or do not... There is no try. (Yoda, starwars)

180 degrees

Its weird. one moment ur angry and another moment you just feel happy. Well I'm feeling happy now which is a good thing right? Just a little phone call can make u feel a whole lot better, hey that's cheating! But I love you and that's what matters rite!

Uhur..

Everyone has an ugly side in them. Don't make me show mine to you.

I donn'tt understandddd

Third eye blind-Jumper

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you dont belong
Youre the first to fight
Youre way too loud
Youre the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know somethings wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
Well hes on the table and hes gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What theyre doing here
And your friends have left you
Youve been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And i, I want you to know
Everyones got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Understand
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
And I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
I would understand

Communication

I just don't understand, how hard is it to drop a sms. Your tired, your busy, you've got an event, your caught up in something important. I'm just tired of listening to these excuses. Okay..read after me, "It is NOT hard to drop a msg" Even if the whole world is gonna crumble in half an hour, you've still got a few minutes to send a msg. And No.. the whole world is not gonna crumble and your not gonna kill anyone wasting a few minutes of your precious busy time to press a few buttons on the keypad and press send. Okay, I do admit that I am extremely frustrated. If I don't vent it out somehow, its gonna consume me from inside and I'm gonna be slashing my wrists when the time comes.

Okay so whenever i call you , u say ur busy la , tired la..is this my fuckng fault? NO it is NOT. I tried calling u earlier but no..no answers.busy etc. Now, your not making ur self busy to not think bout things but ur making urself so busy that ur avoiding me at the same time. WOW.. I just got PaWneD?!?! misconception??!? Well explain it to me. I really don't understand ur schedule but you nvr really explained did yea? Always telling me to understand this and that. How the hell am I to understand things which I hv no knowledge of? No I'm not being controlling etc. I just want to know how you are, how your doing. Not some half-baked ass reply smses and after that a damn freaking exodus like I totally dissapeared in ur friggin mind. In your heart, just tell me.. do you really love me anymore? At this point I don't know what to believe anymore.

If there was a song to define my feelings it would be

The White Tie Affair - Candle (Sick And Tired)

I took a ride on a February morning,
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning,
I started thinking out loud: I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired,
My baby's flying off the edge of the road,
She's saying, "I'm so sorry about that note",
That left me all alone,
But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Seven days since I've seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I'm burning out now,
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we're hanging at the end of the road,
We've flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You're a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Burning for you,
Burning like a candle,
Burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Random

List of things i wanna rant about:-

-gutteruncensored is down for the freaking longest time (weeks now?)
-the tvants servers just died off on me
-My gf not answering my calls
-Your reading this blog at such an hr. Why I feel honored, not. Go get some sleep or smoke some pot orrrr do both! Great ideas come from a cucko mind which explains einstein's hairdo
-The new flyover connecting the old subang airport road to subang jaya is awesome. One straight road to uni!
-I wish I could win a lottery worth a million dollars so all my financial troubles could be washed away. Well If i did win a million dollars..I'd sow, say and do. That's the gist of what I heard in church this morning in my half-asleep mode. So i'll.. donate 100k to the church. Save up another 100k in my bank. and use the remaining money on whatever I need or want to use it for. Talk about having a wishful mind. Sigh. ps. I have nvr bought a single lottery ticket in my life. I shud start now..I think.
-I'm so gonna be late for class tmr. How to wake up now? You tell me la.
-I've missed the handball club for 2 consecutive weeks due to events and bad weather. 3 times a charm.
-Reading ppl's blog.
Cheek update ur blog la so free at home kanna grounded LOL
Zek, I hv no idea what ur new blog's add is.
Aaron ur a jackass. I don't know why I wrote that. Come back for christmas kay? i wanna go eat curry at ur hse.
QiGuang, bila mau lepak?
My one and only twin, Suets. Good luck in ur intern, hope you spot a good looking guy like me :D

OKOK enuff of this BS. Nitey nite

A new comandment

Thou shalt be banned from using the fast lane if your car is too slow.

To the idiot who suddenly drove on to the fast lane with me incoming at 120 km/h, i hope you don't get crashed up like a sardine can if you do that to other drivers next time. To make it worse, you go 70 km/h on a fast lane and u refuse to switch to the left lane. FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER!

Fly away from here-Aerosmith

Gotta find a way
Yeah, I can't wait another day
And nothin' gonna change
If we stay around here
Gotta do what it takes
Cause it's all in our hands
We all make mistakes, yeah
But it's never to late to start again
Take another breath
And say another prayer

Then fly away from here
Anywhere
Yeah, I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

If this life
Isn't hard enough
It ain't no nevermind
You got me by your side
And anytime you want
Yeah, we can catch a train and find a better place
Yeah, cause we won't have nothin' or no one keep gettin' us down
Maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and hit the sky

Then fly away from here
Anywhere
Yeah, I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

Didn't you see your blue sky now
You could have a better ride now
Open your eyes
Cause no one here can better or stop us
They can try but we won't let them
No way

Maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and say goodbye

Then fly away from here
Anywhere
Honey, I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hope and dreams are out there somewhere
Fly away from here
Yeah, anywhere
Honey, I don't, I don't, I don't yeah

We'll just fly...

How I wish we could fly away, right baby? :)

Sweet jazz

Hurt

Started handball today, and I don't know if I'm throwing the ball wrongly or what but my shoulder aches like hell. Its hard to even stretch it now without squealing in pain. I guess thats the price you gotta pay for throwing one hell of an unstoppable ball towards goal. The moment i threw it, its as if my shoulder slightly popped out and popped back in. Not gonna go for any heavy physical activities any time soon now.

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I thought It was over in my house. But, I saw them again. Not one now, but 3 of em. Fucking vermin. If I see one of them in my room, i'll go freaking berserk. Damned existences which shouldn't appear anywhere in the house.
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Why are you so busy to the point you come back 3am everyday? Am I the last thing in ur mind now? You'd rather go bond with all the other ppl in the world rather than just try to come back to talk to me. A lil msg everyday would be fine. I know ur tired but this is ur obligation to me! I'm not asking for too much am I....

Exhaustion

Pissed tired. Woke up at 8 plus and had to attend to house chores which made me late for class.
Class from 9am to 6pm ain't no joke and if u add it with work in Sbux from 7pm till 12am, its horrendous. Damn fucking tiring day.

Responsibilities

A word which I tried so hard to practice but it isn't entirely possible without strict personal discipline and this word seems to steadily grow in proportion to the years of my life in this world.

First of all, my sis's maid, Hilda ran away from home this morning. This is definitely gonna be harsh for my sis who relies heavily on the maid to take care of the little ones and to do the chores around the house. This would mean that I'll have to re-adopt certain tasks again, like throwing out the rubbish and maybe....cleaning my toilet which I really hope I don't need to do @.@. Sigh, ppl don't realize importance of something or someone until they really do lose it.

Second of all, I'll be adopting Bing Kee, my baby's beloved rabbit since her parents can't stand the trauma of a rabbit passing away in front of them once more. This is gonna be harsh on Bing Kee as he won't really get that much freedom to roam about in this house since I hv two dogs and all.

Its time to learn, adapt and thrive!

ps. honey i miss you :(

Annoyed

Just finished revising my Mechatronics.........yess..i actually bothered to revise! I'm suprised myself and feel rather proud :P Gumby's barking at wild dogs at the back again, sigh,.. i wish i hv a bb gun right now so I could shoot the damn dogs away.

Troubles right now? Missing my baby too much, 5 hrs of ping-pong today didn't really help in easing the loneliness away...even though it was fun..during those 5 hrs. Purposely passed by my girl's hse for some nostalgic memories. Thinking of the nights I sent her back, thinking of the times I would stop by the park and we would just talk or chill in the car listening to oldies, singing to the tunes of Ella fritgerald or maybe Abba. Sighhhhhh..its only been less than a week and I'm like this alrdy...I hate the distance in our relationship. But i love my baby too much to even think of giving up. 2 1/2 yrs more and maybe I'll get a job in SG even though I really wanted to join Petronas or Shell. Maybe they hv recognized aeronautical companies in SG that I could really opt for If i'm lucky.

Its Clubs and Societes week in Monash, I shall not make anymore excuses and join CF this sem, its the least I could do since I can't really wake up on Sunday xD . Now the tricky part is choosing other clubs I would wanna join, music club, handball club, football club, orrrr capoeira?
Hrmmm what should I pick.

One site that I always look forward to its updates has been blocked D: (gutteruncensored) I hope its a temporary thing.

Memories

Our first few days together


Through festivities together.


Through rainy days together (literally)



Perfect together.

I pray to God that Me and my baby will create more and much more sweet memories together forever.

Times like this

Everything is coming to a standstill, can you actually believe that i failed a damn subject 2 times in a row all because I failed my damn finals. Talk about a waste of rm8.6k , sigh. Looks like i may hv to graduate half a yr later than expected, hopefully and Second Upper honors doesn't look too distant......provided i score at least 80% for alllllllllllllllll my subjects from now on. I can do it! I don't blame anyone for this failure and I absolutely do not blame God for it. He works in mysterious ways. This is probably his way of telling me to buck up. I pray that the hard work I'm gonna put in my upcoming studies will bear fruits. Fruits called HDs not Ns.

Fern's leaving to Singapore this Friday, which is truly heartbreaking... I don't want her to go but i know she should go for a brighter future. Well, twin if ur reading this, I might need help in LDRs but SG is only 3 1/2 hrs drive away and a 4 1/2 hrs bus ride away from here so I'm optimistic that everything will turn out fine. Just feel so lonely sometimes without her..proves that I'm too accustomed to a life in a relationship which is pretty awesome *smiles wholeheartedly* Imma gonna cherish all the happy and sad moments that we had and great moments that will come.

Warms the heart, soothes the soul

Expensive homemade lasagna

Assistant chef

Final Product

People always say that homemade food are cheaper and better. Well that is not true at all...cost wise that is.

My recipe?
-canned tomatoes (puree & whole)
-minced meat (beef & pork)
-cheeseeee (Mozzarella)
-Lasagna noodles
-Spices, garlic, yada yada yada.

The cost of it came up to about Rm50. sigh..tis is too much.

Finally...

THE black Apron!

Shiny badge
After 4 long years in Starbucks, I'm finally a Store Coffeeeeee Master!!! Bow down to me u coffee-noobs kakakaka :P

Suggestive t-shirt

well, its a interesting t shirt. You can get it exclusively from feelUrboobies

Its not a sex site lol. A site to create awareness of breast cancer. Good job on the t-shirt though!

Awesome stuff ( Zee Avi )

And guess what, she's malaysian too! :o

Do you love me? :)

Makes me smile :)

Quotes, sayings, whatever

Patience is a virtue
Ignorance is bliss
Knowledge is pain
Love is redeeming
Coffee is good :P
Knowledge talks, wisdom listens
Artificial Intelligence is no match for Natural Stupidity
Teamwork…means never having to take all the blame yourself
Never put off until tomorrow what you can avoid all together
A smile is the lighting system of the face, the cooling system of the head and the heating system of the heart
That’s the secret to life… replace one worry with another
Bacteria is sometimes the only culture some people have
Why is abbreviation such a long word?
Copying from a single source is called plagiarism, copying from multiple source is called research
Two things are infinite : the universe and human stupidity; I’m not sure about the universe
Don’t drink and drive, you might hit a bump and spill your drink
Time is never wasted when you’re wasted all the time
When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading
Cocaine is gods way of telling you that you make too much money
Chocolate, men, coffee - some things are better rich
Caffeine isn’t a drug, it’s a vitamin !!
Espresso is to Italy, what champagne is to France
All the coffee in Columbia won’t make me a morning person (especially true for me)
On the eighth day God created coffee
I make serious coffee - so strong it wakes up the neighbors !!!
A day without sunshine is like, you know, night.
STUPID = Smart Talented Unique Person In Demand
I say no to drugs, but they don’t listen
Sarcasm I now see to be, in general, the language of the devil
Nothing is more discouraging than unappreciated sarcasm
Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again
Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it
That is the ugliest top Ive ever seen, yet it compliments your face perfectly

Are all horses the same?

A friend of mine sent a very intriguing msg stating:
Why are all horses the same? if all horses are different, why don't we call those horses with different names like, horse A, Horse B, and so millions of horses will hv different names are then 'horse'.

Everything in this whole entire world is different. Things can be similar but they will never be the same. So to get back to the question, i stated that all horses are different. But why? Do we even need to ponder upon this question?

The fact that we can't and may never talk to horses like we talk to humans does not dismiss the fact that the horses may communicate with other horses, like humans do. And about the naming part, humans are egoistical self-centered creatures with the need of self-belonging. Thus, we feel that it is of utmost importance that we are given a name to label ourselves other than being a human being. i.e to feel important, unique etc.

So there are millions of horses all around the world now, why doesn't each and every other horse have their own name? Names like i said are something that we created for ourselves so what if horses name themselves too?

Lets view it from a horse's point of view, there are more than a billion humans in this planet, all having the same basic features. Horses don't give a damn about how fugly or how drop dead gorgeous a woman may look like, to them humans are just humans. So likewise, horses are just horses, we don't give a damn if they are somehow different or whatever.

And to sum it all up, every living being in this world is diff, in some ways or another. And seriously, I don't really give a damn about peoples' names moreover horses' ones. I only remember names which particularly stick to my head and won't bother remembering names of ppl i don't give a damn about. So if you asked me what was ur name and i forgot, well, I'm sorry in advance...i just ain't bothered enuff.

Been a long time

It has been the longest time since I updated. Life is going alright at the moment but you never know what may or may not happen so I should count my blessings and thank the Lord for everything I have right now. :)

A song playing in my head over and over again, Your Song by Elton John which provokes thoughts of people in my life. I've not been the best friend, brother, son or boyfriend for a while, well i felt the latter two has been bugging my mind for the past few hours.

I have a problem, a problem in communicating with my family. Not really a big problem but its just complicated. I'm known as the quiet one in the family due to the fact that i rarely ever converse to people in my family other than important matters or arguments. Well things are complicated. Maybe I should be more open to my family.

Another thing is the fact that my gf aka sweetie pie :) would probably be going to SG to further her studies. I pray to the Lord that she gets into NUS coz it would mean a world of a difference in terms of education compared to the standards of local universities. But it would prob mean a LDR which wrecks my heart and mind inside out. I can't stand not seeing her for a few days not to mention a few months. bleh...photo updates next. nites.