Saturday, February 17, 2007

cny

HappY Chinese New Year people! :D

Gong Xi Fa Cai~ Xin nian Kuai le!!

another crap

Back home early today~ i'm bored so don't complain that this entry is boring :D ..i finally got my dumb astro installed after a few days of arguing with the astro dealers..damn those bastards, they jus luv wasting my time don't they? *evil smile* i subscribed for every existing channel there is to subscribe hehehehehehe.. hope my sis doesn't screw me upside down when she sees the bill xD
Bleah..my babe went to penang for Chinese New Year, =/ won't be seeing her for bout a few more days @.@..good thing she calls me now and then =P

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Been reading some magazines about the origins of Cny, well its a legend but a long long longggggggggggggggggg time ago there was this beast called the "Nian".. it was a ferocious monster which had a freakin big mouth that could swallow a great number of people with a single bite...talk about a big mouth.. then came an old man who wuz a immortal god in disguise..he challenged the monster "Nian" to swallow the other beasts of prey instead of people..well the monster took the bait and swallowed all the beasts and died with constipation..xD
The old man disappeared with the "Nian" and the people began to enjoy a more peaceful and productive life instead of a life where a beast would bite ur ass when u go to the loo. They didn't have toilets back then ok! =P so where else would u go other than the bushes~
The old man told the people to hang red paper decorations on their doors and windows on each year's end to scare away the "Nian" if it ever came back coz the beast didn't like red so if yea don't wanna get ur ass bitten wear red underwear!

"Guo Nian" as some of you may be familiar of.. means passing the year( direct translation) or celebrate the new year.. but it may mean " Surviving the Nian " which means surviving the attack of the beast.. so red colour deco's and firecrackers scare away the Nian which may be running around amok... but people now probably won't know the origins of Cny coz its way too old to be traced.. my story may be fabricated by some smart ass bitches who had nothing to do but write fake stories..

Ok lets talk about the Chinese Lunar calender..its a yearly calender with the start of it being based on the cycles of the moon. There are twelve years in a single cycle..each year representing a different zodiac..or an animal to make things easier.. it starts with the year of the rat followed by the ox, tiger, rabbit, dragon, snake, horse, sheep, monkey, rooster, dog and finally the boar/pig. This new year would be the year of boar/pig which would mean that the cycle would return to the year of the rat next year. Theres a legend that said that Lord Buddha summoned all the animals to come to him before he departed..and only the 12 animals listed above came to bid him farewell..so he named a year after each animal that had come according to the order which they had arrived. So the boar/pig being the most lazy one..came in last i guess ..ahaha..

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

bleah..

Yea.. I'm home right now doing absolutely nothing, wanna know why? my girl had a date with her ex..wtf la.. i know they had some agreement to this valentines shit thingi but I never thought that I would be this jealous -.-". Jibai ex..he better stop bothering her after today coz I'm already on my last straw right now and anymore of this shit him I will totally make sure that today will be the last time he sees or talk to her. Yea I'm cruel..so what? love is cruel so BiTe me. Gonna see her later on for dinner i guess..
Since I'm in the mood for it.. I guess i'll just bitch on how annoying her ex is, he sends her sms like every 10 minutes or so and if she doesn't reply he calls her to ask why she didn't reply..FUCK OFF LA bitch! Does she need to tell u wherever she goes? GET A FUCKIN LIFE DUDE! SHE DUMPED U! get the gist of things and JUSt DISSAPEAR! and one thing that annoys me more.. shes just too soft on him... Just go cold turkey if u even care for his feelings... If he would resort to the tactic of telling her parents that I'm together with their daughter..i Don'T GIVE a FUCK! their parents can see me anytime, any day! Hell I might even be able to get along with her parents. -.-" Btw..i already made my necessary plans on how to confront her parents :D, 1st of all their parents already know my name and they didn't really made a fuss when i walk her back home every night.. I even greet them and if I ever have the chance I'll try to hv a lil convo with them...take that u sneaky bastard!
O yeah.. happy valentines day to all of you.. singles and couples alike.

(this pic is specially dedicated to her ex) =) well..at least I smiled right?

Monday, February 12, 2007

wooohoo

Really feel like the luckiest guy in the world hehe.. finally found someone that I can truly be with after all this while. She's hyper, cuteeeeeeeeeee & adorable :D and theres something special about her which makes me feel attracted to her :P ..i really want this relationship to work out..coz i have never been with someone in my life who could make me this happy before..really..i had girlfriends in the past and even though i loved em with all i got..they nvr really appreciated me and i often get heart broken...as sad as that may sound, i wouldn't have had dreamed of being her if i wuz still with my EXs. I am a loyal guy ok?! so lets bury the story about my past relationships because i honestly don't wanna think about em nor do i even want to ever mention them again. Its not that I hate my EXs but i honestly don't think i will ever be able to treat or talk to them the same way again.. u can't blame me for that because any man wouldn't wanna try to burn themselves again in the same place... ok i am talking cock now.. but I'll write whatever that makes ME..yess MEEEE ...whatever that makes me happy.
I had a kinda of a girl phobia going on after my last ex dumped me, yes she dumped me..i'm a fuckin sadcase right? yea fuck u ..fuck everyone~ coz i don't give a rats ass about it anymore.
That was until I met her, she was too cute to ignore.. her bubbly personality made my life brighter x)
Time passed by and i was being drawn into liking her more and more with each passing day..
ok i wanna go sleep now..so end of story.. the point of this blog is.. I freaking Love Her! even though there will be chances that my heart will be broke again but I'll take this big risk again. Darling..i luvvvv u sooooooooo much la...hais.. wtf man.. i am being emo now pula..

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

why..

My heart aches when i don't see you..my soul feels empty without ur presence, why.. your so close to me yet so far..so far away.. I've always been waiting for a chance to say that i really love you but do u feel the same way? How long must i endure this torment of not being able to say the words i really want to say to u? Sometimes i really feel like dying.. just to be able to feel that you really care for me...just for the warm touch of your hands, that innocent sweet smile of yours ..
For once i think i have finally found that special someone, please..don't crush this dream of mine, don't break my heart again..

Monday, February 05, 2007

man utd 4 spurs 0

It was a rather exciting match between man utd and spurs but it was kinda marred with some bad referring but who in the world cares? man utd wooped spurs ass silly, thats all that matters to me =D , but i hope van der saar's nose injury isn't that serious @.@.. btw guess who replaced vandersar..? it was none other than O Shea!!! LoL..






Sunday, February 04, 2007

=/

Everything seems fine..but its not now.. the closer we get, the more torn up I am inside.. from the first time i saw your smile to the last time i talked to u.. the unexplainable feeling of happiness and sadness twirled together which brings a feeling of helplessness in your presence. You know i like u.. but it isn't any use if you refuse to acknowledge these feelings, I'm sure you like me too..i can see it from the sparkle of your eyes but some things are and are not meant to be..
People say that being loved by the person you love brings you absolute happiness and joy to your life like never before, but do u know that it tears my heart when you can't love me the same way i love you.. i guess you won't know now..
How I wish you could be mine, feeling the warmth of your touch every time i see you, it feels like a soothing breeze of calmness sweeping through the depths of my soul. Now, your trying to mask those feeling you have for me with those for a brother.. how long must i wait? how long must i endure this torture?..never able to tell the truth of my feelings, i guess I'll hide these feelings in a masquerade of masks..hoping one day u'll understand how i feel for u