Sunday, July 31, 2011

Of borders and timing

Always seems to be a mystery ain't it, I don't like this at all.

Seems like deja vu

So what is the limit of persistency before I become something I'd hate to be? tell me. i don't know.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Day 06- Earliest thing you can remember

What is the earliest thing I can remember?

It may sound funny, but the earliest thing I could remember was holding on to a piece of chicken drumstick and eating it like a savage. I think I was still a baby then! hehehe

I could also remember, waking up earlier than everyone in the house just to sit on my chair to watch sesame street, teenage mutant ninja turtles and bananas in pajamas! I would wear black framed spectacles (without the lenses of course) for a particular reason as well. I think I thought i looked cool with it then!

And alsoo i remember the white "pet" pigeon who always came by the balcony every single day without fail! I could remember that the pigeon was so tame that you could pet it! unfortunately the pigeon was gone after awhile, don't know what happened to it.

Actually a lot of things laaa.

Day 05- A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life

Dear Mum & Dad,

I know i've not been the best son you could find and also the fact that i know that I have disappointed you folks innumerable times. The fact is that I'm trying my best and i sincerely hope that my best does suffice to make you even slightly proud of me.

But this letter if not of what I have done but its what both of you have done to change my life. Without both of you, there would be no life, there would be no 'wilson', there wouldn't even be this blog right here.

(Well the blog is comparatively quite low in the list of priorities, akin to comparing a skyscraper to a screw)

Remember the times when I was still a little toddler, always asking both of you to carry me as I would always refuse to walk. I bet you do! Mum, I still remember the remark about how I was getting too heavy for you to carry me but you still did anyways :) And Dad, for the times you gave me piggie back rides, I thank you, for those are the moments I will always cherish.

I wouldn't have been the person I am without both of you, I used to refuse to believe the line "Like Father like son", for this case "Like parents, like son". I see a part of both of you in me, not only physically but personality wise too! Good thing I didn't inherit the gambling traits from the Father's side. hehe!

It has been an up and down journey through life, and I thank you both for sticking up for me when it mattered the most and being there for me when I needed someone. Although I may not show it, but I do love you both, with all my heart and soul. And.. I've found someone who loves me alot as well!! His name is Jesus, well He died for my sins and rose again, now He's in heaven looking over me, your daughters and both of you as well!
If I had a dying wish, I would wish that both of you would come to know who Jesus truly is, and to accept Him in your hearts as your personal Lord and Savior as I have done as well. If i die today, I would really really hope to see both of you in heaven with me. Ask my friends how if i'm not around to explain. heh! :)

So Mum and Dad, Thank you for my life.

Thank you for changing my life.

Love,
Your dearest son,
Wilson

Thursday, July 28, 2011

tiddly is my heart too

Unforeseen things happen out of the blue,
Winter goes and the soft breeze of autumn hits without a clue,
Step back, step back! As my conscious calls me a further fool.
I may be a fool but its the only way I can ever hope.. to reach you!



Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Day 04- What you imagine paradise to be like

I'm gonna go off-charts right here, when you think of perfection.. What do you think of? The perfect body? The perfect look, the perfect character etc etc. There are plenty of aspects to it, but lets look at it from a physical point of view. 

I'm assuming, that when we get our perfect bodies, what would it be like? Will it be the depiction of David by Michelangelo? Or would we be gender-less? 

If by any chances, that we retain our gender yet somehow through Godly character and do not feel even a slight tinge of temptation even by the standard of the infinitesimally small particle which the world can even research up to right now, would that mean that our body organs are absolutely useless? So there's no procreation in heaven? 

What I'm trying to say here is not about procreation. Its about being naked in heaven. Its the whole darn image in my head that all I have to protect any privacy I have right there would be a piece of white cloth which appears to be conveniently flying about covering the crucial areas in the paintings of ancient catholic churches that attempts to depict heaven and the host of angels. C'mon dude.. like.. really? Gosh. 

If I could imagine how paradise would be, It wouldn't be where people are naked with a white cloth flying about around them. 



On another matter, paradise to me would be pretty simple. 

God, my family, my friends, and my pets living together in a kingdom with no suffering, no pain and no worries.
add in some internet.
add in some gaming.
add in a white soft beach and crystal clear water which doesn't taste salty.
add in this and that... wahahahha.

Whoever said paradise would be that simple? >:D

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Day 03- The five songs you would have with you on a desert island

As I said earlier, I would be late in conceiving ideas for this challenge.


Continuing on, five songs I would have with me on a desert island?? Why a desert island? I would have preferred if you added an additional s to the word. I wouldn't mind getting stranded on a dessert island...not.


Anywayss, the five songs I would have would be.


1) Semicharmed life by Third Eye Blind.

Why? Cause I want something else. Not a desert island. Well not really, I just like the song.


2) Your guardian angel by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


If you were my special someone and we'd be stuck in an island for some unknown reason.


I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if it sends me to Heaven.


3) Stuck in a moment by U2
Why? I think its kinda inspirational and real. 


You've got to get yourself together,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And now you can't get out of it.


4) Somewhere over the rainbow by Israel "IZ" Kamakawiwo

Its soothing.

5)  Desert Song by Hillsong United
Its a cliche, but its the perfect song for a moment of trial.


And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain


I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Self- explanatory isn't it? :)




So these are the 5 songs I would have with me on a desert island and I still don't know why in the whole wide world I would even get myself stuck on a desert island. Realistically speaking, I don't have an mp3 player and the only thing which plays songs is my Blackberry. And the most probable  thing I would ever do would would to call for your help, not waste my battery and listen to songs.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Day 2 - Something that inspires you

Philosophy inspires me to be a thinker,
Poetry inspires me to express my words,
Art inspires me to express my ideas,
Nature inspires me to conquer it,

DIY-shows inspire me to do something about things around me,
C.S Lewis's books inspire me about apologetics,

The Bible inspires me to be more like Jesus.



.. and yes Food too.

inspires me to be fat.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Day 1 - Guilty Pleasure

Why does day one start out with such a hard-to-write-about title? Who created this challenge! 

If there are any guilty pleasures in the world for me, that would be food. It it was a place, then it'd be Penang Island. If i migrated to Penang, I'd probably turn into a fat obese person with cholesterol levels equivalent to...




this.

Second guilty pleasure? Manga. No not the malay equivalent of mango. But a Japanese equivalent of Marvel/DC Comics. I've read tons of manga enough to feed the hunger and poverty stricken filled 3rd world countries with random and unnecessary cultures, but well its better than the 'Culture' they already have there. By culture i mean bacteria and diseases. Get the pun? No? oh mans.




*edit*

I realized today that one of my guilty pleasures is Stinky taufu. I absolutely love it. I don't understand how some people are not able to eat it. or even hate the taste. Its naise!

30 Day Blogging Challenge

Yup, I've decided to spend/waste some time to do some consistent blogging. Like the title says, it'll be for 30 days. BUT. as you would soon realize this 30 day challenge would be stretched to a 60 day one since I'm an engineer. Why does being an engineer give me such privilege? That's because of the law of assumptions. I assume so therefore, it is so. I don't make sense, but since when did I ever made sense? =D

Day 01- Guilty pleasure
Day 02- Something that inspires you
Day 03- The five songs you would have with you on a desert island and why
Day 04- What you imagine paradise to be like
Day 05- A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life
Day 06- Earliest thing you can remember
Day 07- Favorite cover of your favorite song
Day 08- Someone you think would make a good president
Day 09- Five things you want to see change
Day 10- A dream you had this past week described in detail
Day 11- Favorite picture ever taken of yourself
Day 12- Your favorite musical artist’s life story
Day 13- A memory that never fails to make you laugh
Day 14- Best mashup you’ve ever heard
Day 15- A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most
Day 16- Something that you want to do within the next five years
Day 17- What you want to remembered for
Day 18- A picture that makes you feel
Day 19- A passage from a book that has touched you
Day 20- A band that you immediately liked and the song that made you like them
Day 21- Your favorite medium of art
Day 22- Someone you would give your life up for without question
Day 23- Most awkward first impression you feel you’ve ever given
Day 24- Something you did as a child that other people remember you for
Day 25- Something you would do if no one stopped you or if you knew you wouldn’t fail
Day 26- Your definition of love
Day 27- Your definition of the meaning of life
Day 28- A moment you remember being completely happy in and a description of why you believe you were. What is your definition of happiness?
Day 29- What you live for
Day 30- Ways you believe you have grown over the past thirty days

Copy pasted from Sze Wei 

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Your way, not mine

Psalm 5

v8  Lead me in the right path, O Lord, or my enemies will conquer me.
      Make your way plain for me to follow.

v11 But let all who take refuge in You rejoice; let them sing joyful praises forever.
       Spread your protection over them, that all who love your name may be filled with joy.

v12 For you bless the godly, O Lord; you surround them with your shield of love.

Title-less

I don't know have an idea of what to blog these days.

Ideas:
Blog about the tioman trip
Blog about photography stuff. editing pictures vs taking pictures as it is

What else do you wanna know?

I guess i'll just draw something up soon 

Goodnight!

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Wrestling

Really God? are You serious?

Why.every.single.time.oso.lidat.

I feel like a Jacob. Do this cannot, Do that oso cannot.

I am tired of this whole wrestling game with You.
Honestly, like seriously. take charge okay? *hands future over*