My dear boy

Dear Nyan,

You wouldn't imagine the joy I had when I opened my eyes with you in my palms. I even had a massive argument with my mum over the issue of keeping you and Bru in my room. Nevertheless it was days of pure joy having you. You were so shy initially but I guess you couldn't contain that sense of adventure-ness in you eh? Next thing I know, you were jumping and running to all corners in my room. Nyan..you were the most affectionate rabbit I ever had although you did nibble on my toes on purpose to make me stroke your fur..you little rascal. hehe.. you were also the first rabbit who liked to lick me on the face.. I guess you liked me too!

Those quiet little moments of watching you play and make laps around me made me feel like a father watching his little son play around..occasionally jumping on my lap just to jump off when I try to catch you. You liked to lie down beside me in the room and always followed me about..I even have videos of your little mischievous acts!

The fickleness of life, one moment you're here and the next moment you're not. I still remember the soft warmth you had when I held you in my arms yesterday. I hope you were glad to see me as I was really happy to see you but not in that weakened state of course.

There are so many things I wish I could have done for you...I'm sorry I was not there with you in your last moments.. I'm so sorry I wasn't there. My dear little son..you made papa feel so happy and loved.

My dear son, you will always be in my heart. Goodbye.

Hi byes

Hello I'm your present, treasure me well cause in no time I'll be your past.

Why hello there! I'm your future, how's the present? Make sure you don't leave any regrets for me to handle.

Days

A soft warmth in the palms which resulted in a bitter sweet sense of joy,
A torment of arguments as opposite tides crash against another.. holding two innocent souls in their hands,
An aftermath of silence to respect the coming of the new year,
A regretful and sorrowful parting as they leave,
A gift it was, but it was never meant to stay.

Goodbye Nian and Bru

To be somebody

Sometimes the only Bible a person is going to ever have the chance to read is

You

Heartfelt wishes

May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be pleasing to you,
O Lord, my rock and my redeemer

Psalms 19:14

Wondering.s

As they glance about, eyes become locked to each other. 

An almost awkward sensation of silence occurs but only for the slightest of seconds.

Glance away they do, pretending it never happened.

Alas, the hook has been cast and the dotted lines are now connected.

Is this not the scenario which usually happens? The start of something joyful and hurtful at the same time, nevertheless the start of something.

A scenario of unexpected endings which mostly turn rather sour

Lashing the hearts with unimaginable scars, turning from one to another seeking only for a consolation of what may have been.

Companionship is but an over popularized term they say, "I do not need such things" but the lies are shown in their faces for such things are all that they long for. Hypocrites and liars, excuses and denials, when will the pain ever stop, when will men ever learn to be honest.

Hide they do, in the ever impregnable shield called belief and religion, wait they say but avoiding is all that they do. 

A sign they wish to find but none will be given for their hearts are already decided, a farce it is to blame belief and religion.

Grateful

Just came home, 

Came into the house to find that everything's normal, everything's is as it always was.

Dad's home, car keys on the tray, mum's bad habit of using her cup and placing the unwashed cup by the water flask.

Certainly I've lost a lot in my past, but I thank the Lord for what He has given me this very night, healthy family members in safety, a house to live in and the hope only He can give.

Thank you Jesus :)