Sunday, October 11, 2009

Hm.?

For miles and miles of what I see,
Is the emptiness all around me,
Fake smiles,
Fake friendships,
Fake promises,
Who shall I ever believe?

Now that your ignoring me,
To the point of even blocking me,
Calls, msgs, online msgs,
Even with all these technologies,
Its all in vain ...It seems.

I think I've been deceiving myself all this while. I'm not ok. no I'm not. Why is it that every single time I'm alone I feel empty? lonely. sad. pathetic. I'm just feeling sick of making a fake smile the whole freaking day and saying that I'm okay...but after all. no one likes a moody person.

Someone.help me? hm?

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