holidays

Just came back from my holiday in Pulau Langkawi yesterday..the trip was pretty fun, a once in a lifetime experience i should say. I reached back home about 4pm and slept the whole day...
I started work today..and something really bad just had to happen.. i sprained my bloody back, i nvr did much work after i sprained my back.. but jus getting up and walking about nearly caused me to break down and scream.. it was ThaT bad.. at some point.. i really jus wanted to put a knife through my back.. imagine someone tasering u at the back.. thats how it feels like. Well..my supervisor helped me alot by helping me do almost everything that i was suppost to do. Now i'm right at home sitting down..not daring to stand up..coz.. it feels fucking painful to stand up.. T.T
Alright now..lemme crawl to my bed coz i really need to get some sleep.

-i'll post some pics of my trip sometime later-

Dammit

DanG! I came to work today for NOTHING... well.. i wasn't suppost to work today but i ended up there anyway, i dragged myself up from bed and wasted 7 bux taking a cab to carrefour .all to find out that i wasn't working today.. i'm gonna sleep like a pig today..not gonna wake up till the evening..

bleah...

I'm so tired.. mentally and physically, so many things has happened these past few days.. family problems, money problems, health problems and even a close brush with death. It feels tired to maintain a smile everyday and it makes me wonder why and who am I doing this for.. for myself? far from it.. its like having something stabbing ur heart every moment..yet you can't do anything about it or even talk to anyone about it. Even if you do talk to anyone about it, no one will ever understand what goes through your mind, yea u can say that friends do "help" by giving words of advice or even telling you what you should do but all their "help" just makes you feel miserable about yourself and it creates an utmost sense of self-pity which really breaks yourself up. Talk all you want about your problems but I personally think that no one will really be able to comprehend or grasp the real situation of the events happening in your life. For example, historians or journalists write about the details of the war in Iraq.. bloodshed.. foreign ppl abducted and killed.. civilians killed in bomb blasts..terror strikes again..blabla yada yada.. and things like that. Ppl can write about those things but the feelings are just not there. Civilians killed? Did your own family member die due to the blasts? most probably No.. so are u able to put urself in the shoes of the people who had suffered losses? No.. you see.. it finally comes to a point where you can't and will not understand the pain someone is going through when he or she encounters a problem or becomes involved in mentally and physically damaging chain of events. Every thing that happens ..well.. it happens for a reason.. and the factors implicating these events differ from one individual to another individual. As the implicating factor differs.. a particular problem or event will yield different results with different people. Sounds complex? I don't know what I'm talking about too.. ok.. lets simplify it.. lets say that person (A) and person (B) lost $10 at the same time and place. Person (A) gets screwed for losing 10 bloody bux by his or her parents but Person (B) just goes on with his life without a bother. So its the same problem but with different consequences.
So to people who think they have the right to criticize someone who encounters certain problems which they have gone through before ..think again.. you may have gone off the hook easier compared to other people. So think about what you say before giving "helpful advice".
This brings me back to the main point of this particular post which I am sure that you will be confused at this point. No one will be able to completely help you with your own problems.. only You can solve the problem yourself. If you can't solve it ...well suffer with it and learn to embrace it.. its only thing you can do..For my problems..the only thing I can do is to embrace the mental and physical torture and watch as more related problems and unwanted events unfold before my eyes.
Its funny thinking how people react to other people's problems. The most common question they would ask is " Are u okay? " ...really.. that question fustrates me.. I have a fucking problem and u ask me.. am i okay?! No i am not fuckin okay..if i was okay i won't hv any problems at all.. zzz.. so if ur trying to be nice to someone who is having a problem just be sensible enough to ask smart questions.

Money

cool cat

Another Einstein theory in-the-making? nah..



Another random pic =P ..how i wish i had those airbags xD.. i won't mind crashing into walls all day hahaha



Any attempts to deny the truth of those words are futile and needless to say that the majority of us agree with those words =x



Now that is what i call a GooD kitty cat! who needs a drinking buddy when u got a cat who smokes and drinks =P

tagged?

Well i guess i got tagged.. i'm supposed to write the 7 songs i'm listening now. Here goes:-
1) jeff buckley -hallelujah
2) the raconteurs- steady as she goes
3) rascal flatts-what hurts the most
4) Panic! at the disco-but it's better if you do
5) teddy geiger-these walls
6) metallica-master of puppets
7) Ikimono Gakari- Hanabi

ugh.. lazy wanna pass this tag = s

Humans

lala

Just took my typhoid jab this afternoon, i guess i finally got over the needle thingi coz i didn't even feel a thing when the person jabbed me.. i think ant bites are more painful. I really hate this numb sensation on my arm which is where i took the jab, it doesn't hurt..it definitely doesn't feel good.. its just plain annoying.
I did some spring cleaning n my house.. mopped the floor 4 times,washed the dishes,washed the clothes ( washing machine), threw the rubbish etc etc. Why am i doing this? well my mom went to India so no ones cleaning the house right now so i guess the only thing left to do is to bath the dogs and give em a good hair cut, which is not easy..fuckin stuborn dogs, sometimes i wish i could jus smack em and make them sit still there.
Sometimes i just feel really lazy to update this blog so i'll set a limit to myself to 1-2 blogs a week..maybe less.. ahaha.. Dinner time

someone

Do u have that special someone in ur heart right now? Special as in..a girl or a guy that u really like/adore. Don't lie to urself if u say u don't have one, ur probably thinking about that person right now.... its funny how the human mind does things.. it makes u want something that you can't have..it makes u want it so bad until the point where it drives u mad thinking about that person yet we don't seem to notice the people in front of us, people that can be deemed attractive/nice or a possible gf/bf but we somehow realize it when its too late.
The main question, why must we have that someone in our hearts? this only applies to single ppl. Why can't we just get on with our lives without liking/loving someone? It fustrates me coz i am thinking about this certain someone but she's probably somewhere enjoying her life or doing something. So..if u can't get that person to like u..why bother thinking about em 24/7? my advice? just forget about it.. which is what i'm trying to do now in my case...
Ok..enough of that girlfriend/boyfriend shit, its time for some lessons about life. I used to put other ppl's priorities b4 my own... and before you know it, ppl will just trample all over you thinking that ur a fucking pushover. No more of this shit, i give u 10% and u expect 100%? go fuck yourself silly..really..do it...coz u deserve it. I'm changing.. and i think i'm changing in a good way, no more mister nice guy for u.. fuck with me.. and suffer the consequences. Yeeaa..that feels good.. so always love urself before others b'coz at the end of the day, u will be that damned fool if u don't love urself enough.

yea baby

Work today was pretty smooth and there were quite a lot of customers.. in a sense i managed to survive it without making too much mistakes. Ahaha..met my fav customer today/fan , she's dressed up pretty good.. a good sight :D , then these cute and fine ang moh girls came in and made my day ..blond hair and light blue eyes.. weeee.. i know my store manager wants to rape em..lols.. he tells me that all the time.. xD , overall it was a fun day at work! my sales on my shift almost reached 600 bux! woohoo~

dammmit

http://khao88.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!20BE6BFBA795AB76!210.entry?owner1

this page really opened my eyes.. its regarding the 1998 crisis in Indonesia, many Indon-chinese ppl were slaughtered and raped.. these indon bastards , after reading and seeing what happened during those times..i really feel no pity for the indon's during the tsunami..u can call it a cleansing of brainless fcktards who rape women and children! just thinking about it makes my blood boil.. the ppl who did these things deserve to be hanged with their cocks chopped off..let them bleed and suffocate to death..

Dang!

Today was my worst day at work.. i went to work feeling CoMpletely BLUR.. drank a few shots of liqour the night b4 which wasn't that bad, or at least i thought it wasn't, well i was pretty lucky i got help from my partners. Hahaha.. i think I annoyed the hell outta phelps.. s'rry dude! =P i swear i'm not gonna drink if theres work the next day.. nvr!

recap of the day:
1) went completely blur and oblivious to any forms of distractions including customers at the counter waiting to order
2) made wrong drinks a few times
3) marked the cups with a few ingenius ideas of my own which includes putting the IL=ice latte sign on top of the cold beverage cup (its already a cold beverage cup..do we need the word I in the IL? answer: NO..my partners were wondering WTF i was writing.. man i need a doppio..)
4) forced my partners to take their employee bvrgs coz i made some mistakes while handling the PoS/cash register.
5) HeAdache the whole time..ugh..
6) I lost to cheek in pool -..-" kai shits ahaha
7) I won my dota game jus now :D

kiba

The ending music for KIBA ..its pretty catchy and its worth a look

Yea! barista!

Yea baby! i'm a certified barista for Starbucks! i think I know almost all the basic fundamental knowledge of making a good cup of coffee~ besides that..pulling perfect shots of espresso and foaming milk seems to be sooooo easy compared to the 1st time I tried making them. Work's pretty fun.. i hope this feeling doesn't wear off soon.

lalala

i'm feeling fcked up now.. xD ..not mad but just fcked up..crazy in other words. Its almost 5am here and i haven't sleep yet. My work in starbucks is quite fun, I hv great partners there and my store manager is totally cool..what i mean in being cool is that you don't need to hold back on anything u say in front of him..ahahaha.. everything is going well and i hope i'll learn more in the days to come.

my day

The day is almost over and I could say i pretty much had an eventful one. Woke up early in the morning at about 6.30am jus to prepare and avoid the morning jams, but that didn;t go pretty wel coz i was still stuck in some jam caused by an accident between a those big lorries and a kancil. I can tell you that every single Malaysian would know wat happened to the kancil and what kind of dmg it received. Ok..to all u non-malaysians..i'll give u a brief explanation.. the kancil which is like malaysia's cheapest car u can practically find but cheap things come with its problems. For instance..a small lil accident could cost u ur front bumper and if ur involved in a serious one.. ur car would be smashed like a coke can. Alright..i reached the starbucks outlet and was given a slight briefing on opening the shop and the things i need to do. In the end of the day...i learned quit a lot but the one thing that i didn't understand was the coffee tasting.. ur suppost to smell the aroma of the coffee and tell its characteristics of its aroma..i can't tell shit.. it smells all the same 2 me.. xD
Reached back at about 6+pm and fell asleep straight away... I was pretty drained up.. ok..time 2 sleep..

Life & death

Today I realized how fragile life could be.. It all started out fine till I reached back home and there was a power shortage, a cut in our electric supply to be exact. Don't ask why my electric has been cut..Its quite obvious why. I went to check on my dogs.. They were as noisy as ever -.-" ..Which is kinda of a good thing..it would be pretty bad if they were quiet coz that would mean that something happened to them. I looked around the living room and i was shocked..to see the aquarium which had water so murky I was surprised how the fishes even manage to survive for half an hour in there. Being carefree as I always am, I ignored those fishes..thinking that they would be alright when the electricity came. There I was, staring at the aquarium..waiting..waiting..saying to myself that the electricity would come soon coz i received a call that my power supply has been reconnected.. I even fell asleep on the couch waiting for the electricity to come and woke up when i heard the rumbling sounds of the aquarium motor which was practically right next to me. My couch is right next to the aquarium ok? ..question answered. To my absolute horror..i saw 5 of my goldfish swimming upside down which is a very very bad thing coz it always means that it will die. Without a single doubt in my mind I tried to save them..I tried my best..I even tried to do CPR on them..with a air hose... well 4 of them recuperated..but unfortunately one of em died just right in front of my watchful eyes..one moment..it was breathing..the next...it completely stopped moving, believe me I was devastated..u might think i 'm a fckin wimp but its not about the goldfish..its about seeing something that u care for u die right in front of u.. well i'm not that sad.. coz i barely know my goldfish..hahaha! But seriously.. the fishes attitude towards me really touched me.. why? well.. a few days ago.. they would squirm and swim around like there's no tomorrow when i approached the aquarium but today.. just at soon as they were swimming normally again..they did not panic when my hands were in the aquarium, in fact they even approached my hand and gently slid their bodies on my hands as if they were showing a sign of affection towards me. That really got me.. it made me realize how important it is to spend time with ur loved ones.. be it family or friends..just spend time with them and it will definitely change ur life.

-.-

walaoz... so many things to read.. Coffee recipes..etiquette bla bla bla.. to make things even more interesting i hv to attend a 20 hour class spread over 3 days! I hope i enjoy my job in starbucks! xD

All the same-sick puppies lyrics

Sick Puppies - All The Same

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long are you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
However long you stay
Is all that I am

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long are you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's always the same

Drinking night

Damn i had a good time yesterday! I went to Kenny's house for his house warming thingi~ it was a nice bbq in the narrow backalley of his house which had a nice cozy atmosphere. Cozy?!?! u must be thinking that i'm nuts..how could a a malaysian backalley be cozy? hearing the word back-alley will probably remind malaysians of the filthy rat-infested narrow road which is rarely used these days. o.k~ the housing area was new..so.. the back-alley was still *clean*. Moving on, the lamb,sausages and chicken was perfectly marinated and bbq-ed! bleah.. i want more lamb.. makes me feel hungry now.. xD
Ok the highlight of that party was the alcohol..well i had a couple of beers and some mixes..well it almost took me out @.@ .. luckily i made it back home safe and sound.. i made a fool of myself in front of my mom who woke up to check up on me as she always does when i reach back ( drunk ppl do stupid things xD ). So am i ready for the trip to langkawi yet? ahaha..i don't think i will know now =x

Free Hugs!

I don't know why firefox users can't seem to click on this vid but its about a man , Juan Mann and his mission to brighten up someones life! its a touching video and i love the music too! this is the link to the vid on youtube :

Whatss going on these days?

Dang! its almost 5am here and i'm not asleep yet >.> I'm afraid that it has become a habit for me to stay up till the morning, fingers crossed i hope that this habit goes away soon. Okay~ tomorow's the big day..kind of.. well i'm finally getting a job in starbucks..i hope i do well on my 1st day there. talking of big days... i should really sleep now if i'm to be prepared for 2morow! *falls down facedown on a pillow*

Girls~

Girls.. as people always say.. can't live with them, can't live without them. I don't deny the truth of that fact. I've been single for almost a year now and i can't help but to feel kinda lonely sometimes. Well I have my own interpretation of being in love with someone. Curious? I bet u are! U hv to be! =x Love, my friend, is like smoking.. after trying it once or twice u get hooked to it and its next to impossible to stop doing it. Love, like smoking, u know its somewhat harmful to u yet u still indulge in that special happy and relaxing feeling. How harmful u ask? Smoking causes cancer..ScaRy~ but love causes incurable things like heartaches..u can't just pop a pill and say that ur cured of whatever heartbreaks u had suffered. I too had been "fortunate" enough to experience such things. Love comes..it lights up your life,gives u hope and it makes u think that everything is possible but when Love leaves.. u will end up heartbroken..in despair.. feeling helpless and throws u in a dark corner. That doesn't happen once but it happens A LOT of times..which makes me think of it as a unbreakable cycle of happiness and pain. Yea yea.. i know what ur thinking, my interpretation sux! well this is my blog so toooooo bad for u! OK~ continuing on~

Why do we love girls? Apart from the sexual side of it of course(i know what u fuckin perverted boys are thinking! hahaz,jk). We love girls coz we need someone to be there for us,to support us and to give us something to look forward to in this dark time. Well its a dark time coz of those stupid ppl who do stupid stuff which depresses u like backstabbing,stealing,murdering etc etc. DaMn i don't know what the hell i'm writing but i don't give a damn coz its 8am and i still haven't had a good night sleep yet. Ok i'm gonna go sleep now..

Anime Downloads And links

[Static Subs] Mai Otome episode 1-26 (complete)

[ DB & L-E ] Tsubasa Chronicles season 1 episode 1-26

Gundam Seed Eps 1-49 downloads

Gundam Seed Destiny Torrents List


these are a few links for the animes i had been watching lately.. i hv plenty more links.. drop me a msg if u need anything =D

Trip to Club Med Cherating

Its been long since I blogged bout my daily events but I think this is worth to be read. So.. It was a Sunday afternoon when i was told by my sister that she had booked a flight for me to Kuantan on the next day. Initially I was kinda shocked because it was so sudden..or maybe i forgotten she told me earlier on but I was strong..lolz..i overcame the shock..wakaka.. i'm making this sound like a painful experience =P .I slept at 3am on Sunday morning and was woken up by the rumbling noises of my mom's footsteps. I guess i'm not the only one excited bout this trip ei?
So my sis called over and told us that our flight was at 3pm and it was all okay..until my dad forgot that his medication had recently been finished... which he realized at 1pm. Being a good son.. for once.. I decided to wait for him and asked my other family members to go to the airport first. While waiting for him..i kinda took a short lil nap and woke up at 2pm.. my initial reactions were " O M F G" ..."WHERE THE FCK IS MY DAD?!" " I AM SO GONNA MISS THIS FCKIN FLIGHT!" well..i cooled down and just when u think its all over..my dad comes back home and we went to the airport..speeding at 140kmph we reached there in 25 minutes..which is a journey which normally takes 45 minutes. I finally breathed a sigh of relief when i saw the airport and we somehow managed to get our bags checked in time.
The trip took about 35 minutes and we reached the airport in Kuantan.. i forgot the name of the airport.. We got our bags.. and went into a bus designated for Club Med (short form for Club Meditaranean) members. Now..the trip in the bus was long.. i took 2 long naps..and i was still not there..DaMn! We eventually got there and I was in for a big shock.
Club Med in Cherating was absolutely huge! they had 2 private beaches..which had crystal clear waters. Ok to tell you how huge this place is..lemme list down what they have there..

1) 7 huge 3-floor challets with approx. 30-40 rooms each... the furthest challet was a good 10 minute walk away from the main area.
2) a giant sized swimming pool divided into a few parts ( nice design on the pools )
3) gym + aerobics room
4) an auditorium
5) an archery range
6) a football field
7) 2 badminton courts
8) one giant trampoline ( looks like some scary ride.. they called it bungee shot or sumthing like dat..nvr did try it.. a waste it was)
9) one basketball court
10)6 tennis courts
11)volleyball court
12)pool room and cyber cafe
13)table tennis room with 8 tables
14)2 private beaches
if i'm gonna continue it will go on and on...so lets say its huge.

Lets talk about FoOD! my fav! the food there was superb and everything was good! I just couldn't forget those juicy meatloafs! It totally rox! And to make the experience even more unforgettable.. there was a free flow of beer and wine! WooTz! too bad my friends weren't there to join me..sighz.. o well too bad for them! wakakakaka

I met some girls there who were quite friendly and HoT! hahaz damn i shud hv taken some pictures with em!
alrite alrite..i'm outta time and i;m not gonna write anymore~ so dats all!

Game Reviews

I have spent these past few months testing out games. Now i'll write some reviews on the following games:-
Goonzu Online


OK! lets start of with Goonzu online~ first of all its a 3d game with a 2d background..hrmm sounds confusing ei? hehe.. u can't move the camera angles or anything. So its basically one single angle all the fckin way! Don;t get me wrong.. i don;t hate it or despise it coz after all it is a free game! The game system revolves around towns so if u don't belong to any town.. it gets pretty dull~
Even though this is just a game.. politics do exist in the game as there are share systems which require u to buy shares of a respective town in order to elect a leader, in other words, imagine a corporate company which has a a board of ppl who possese a certain number of shares. These ppl vote and decide for the leaders that will be elected. Same thing for the game.. u buy shares u get to vote~ its as simple as that but participating in recognised private Goonzu forums is a must as important wild debates do occur in such forums which will determine the economy of the game.
In a simple sense this game contains a lot of real life economic values..but if u don;t like someone just kill em! =P this game does hv battle systems which are not fully implemented yet as the game is still in it open beta stage.
Create your own character & your own items
Choose your own destiny and become a master of artisan, warrior, merchant or politician to earn respects and wealth. Use your Artisan skill and create items for yourself or for others. Master various classes and you can create your own unique character in the GoonZu world.
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~Key Features!

International Trade
The new and exciting inter-server trade system allows you to interact with other users in Global GoonZu, GoonZu Korea and Kunshu Japan. If you are a keen economist, here is your chance to increase your fortune and obtain the various items exclusively produced from the other servers.

Multiple Quests & raising Summons/Animals
Complete the quests from various friendly NPCs to help you understand the game. Also, you can form a party to hunt strong monsters and solve difficult quests. Raise your own animals to ride and also raise Summons to assist you in the battle field as an ally.

Control the economics
GoonZu offers you to become an economist and control your town economy. Sell or buy the items created by the users in the market. With the money you earned, invest in the town stocks. You can also lease out the buildings or hire your own NPCs.

Govern your own town
Are you the natural born leader? Do you have what it takes to earn people’s respect? Win the residential election in your server and become a GoonZu. Your server’s future lies in your hands.
( copyright of gamengame.com )
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Overall i would give this game a 7.5/10 rating ~

http://global.goonzu.com/center/default.asp <-- main site

Really touching Jap MV

How am i doing?

I've dissapeared from the blogging scene for quite a long time, a few months to be exact. Its weird..i write so many things yet..i nvr do publish them as it feels incomplete. A very heartfelt apology to my friend Qi guang for kind of abandoning my blog for a while..after all he's the one who helped me with the layouts and all. Without his help..this blog would probably hv been an ordinary looking blog with nothing special in it.

So whats going in my life? Everyones been asking me these questions for the past few months. I've been working for a short while....and just pure slacking. I guess i might go find another part time job..my study term doesn;t come until september or perhaps the beggining of next year.

As unbelieveble as it may sound considering that I rot at home most of the time now, extraodinary things have happened in my life..I met a lot of new faces.. and a lot of new friends. At least i won;t hv to talk to myself in the mirror =P

I've been skipping church lately..guess the enthusiasm has died down..but that doesn;t mean I hv no faith anymore, its just that I feel like a stranger there... i certainly made some friends there but it might be that I'm just too shy..most probably.. But I hv never regretted my choice to accept Christianity.

Coming to the other stuff.. I've been playing this MMORPG called Goonzu Online. Quite an interesting game which revolves around politics,economy,battling and other aspects. This is the site for the game i was talking about.a

Alright..i hv nothing more to write..for now.. so.. Tata~ for now..

hilarious clip

Micheal Angelo from Nitro

Nothing much

Well.. finally a post.. nothing much is going on in my life right now. I'm just waiting for a reply from the MAS airline company regarding their pilot cadetship programme. Anyway, I've really taken a liking to guitars..maybe i'll start taking lessons? heh.. i've recently seen and heard a lot of tracks of guitar solo's from various artists and mann...they are GooD! almost inspiring actually..

What if?

I had a really bad dream yesterday. In fact, it was truly frightening and sad. I always thought that dying was just another process in life. I thought I could be brave in the presence of death. Death which is just lurking in the shadows..Waiting for its chance to take everything away. What if someone told you that you only had a limited number if days left in this world? What if you knew that you would die tomorrow?
My friends, I will give you a taste of what I had experienced in my dream. It all started with a normal trip to a hospital. I was diagnosed for having some kind of brain cancer by the doctor. Instantaneously, my heart fell.. But that would not compare to what the doctor would say to me next.
Three days... That's all I have. Three days in this world until I leave this world and return to God. I spent most of the days with my family.. And time passed unbelievably fast.
The final day came.. The only thing I could do.. Is to thank my family and friends for their love and care. I cried..In my dream.. Finally the time came.. I felt tired..Very tired.. The urge to lie down in my bed and sleep was irresistible..
There I was.. Saying my last farewell. Goodbye.
I don't know why I had this dream but dreams come and dreams go. So to my fellow friends who are reading this right now, appreciate every sunrise and sunset you may experience. Live life to the fullest.. And don't leave any regrets behind. After all.. We would return to our Father God and have our eternal peace in the heavens.

Chinese New YeAr ( CNY )

I had a fun and eventful Chinese New Year. My whole family which is made out of 2parents and 4 siblings made a trip to Genting Highlands. We went up on Friday night and I did a bit wondering.. Alone.. in the Arcade section while they were in the hotel room sleeping or watching tv..nothing really happened on friday night. Its true when they say good things come unexpectedly..coz i had a hell of a fun time on Saturday. We sat on almost all the roller coasters in the theme park but we skipped the rather dull looking Cork Screw which felt quite tame to me. It was time for the yearly reunion dinner.. my father had booked for a table in a chinese restaurant which specialized in cooking dishes out of lamb. My father ordered a quarter of a roast lamb which was superbly delicious! When they brought the lamb to the table..I was DUMBSTRUCK! the whole piece of lamb was absolutely HUGE! At the very moment i saw the lamb..I was in cloud nine..truly it was a good experience. We went home on Sunday morning and gathered in my parents place for dinner. Dinner ..as always was really delicious.. thx to my mom's superb cooking skills! We even played thrilling rounds of Blackjack for a few hours. The night ended with some desert. well..the night ain't over yet for me! PS2.. here I come!

To all of u.. no matter if u are a chinese or non-chinese.. Happy CHInEsE New YeaR!! MAy u b prosperous and healthy throughout the year!.. and thx for reading my blog!//can't believe anyone would wanna read this but hell if someone is readin this blog.. then it would be worth spending my time on it. BB~~

My Journey

OK.. I've decided that its time to review my journey throughout these 18 years. I was born in SJ medical center in Subang Jaya. Due to some unforeseen circumstances..My parents decided to migrate to Australia. I stayed there for almost 5-6 years. A lot has happened in those 6 years. The first show that I actually looked forward to was none other than Sesame street. Used to watch it every morning till I had to go to elementary school. The first ever school that I went to was the Christian community church of Grandville in Sydney. Learned my abc's and numbers there. I even learned to write short stories there. Imagine that.. Being 4-5 years old and being able to write short stories.. That's impressive.. But my writhing skills are pretty bad right now. Made a lot of friends and I even had my first crush. Lolz.. I remember the times where my whole family used to visit the community swimming pool.. We walked there of course.. And my sisters always plucked red and blueberries from the trees on the way. Well I remember how my father used to swim in his short pants and doing the frog style. It was hilarious! lolz.. I even got my fear of water from that swimming pool which I had eventually conquered. I'm just gonna say that I drowned.. The last thing I remembered was drinking a lot of chlorinated water. Later on..I woke up in my apartment..Mainly because of the strong spicy smell of curry chicken which my mother was cooking back at the apartment where I was staying. I used to go to the fish market in Sydney every weekend and slurp down oysters which was absolutely fresh. And the rest are history..
My whole family flew back to Malaysia when I was about 6-7 years old. And we eventually picked up on life from that point on. I was enrolled into a Malay primary school which I still have very fond memories of until now. It was the SS19 primary school. My first class in school was absolutely dreadful. The Malay teachers couldn;t understand a thing I said as my English was full of the typical Australian slang. On the second day of school.. I ran back home during class... My parents was totally shocked and sent me back to school at once. Imagine a 7year old crossing main roads..Whoa..A scary thought..but i survived!
OK..I'm gonna stop for now.. gonna continue later on..

The Future

For the past few weeks I have been thinking of my future career. I know.. i should have done this earlier.. but no time for regrets! I thought that i would never change my mindset on becoming a mechanical engineer but things do happen. I began wondering about the job prospects in the future. Will I be another ordinary man..walking an ordinary path of life? I want to be different.. i don't want to wake up in the morning thinking.. " ah shucks..another day in the office "
Since I was 7 years old I had always aspired to become a pilot and that dream continued to burn inside till the fateful day where I had to wear spectacles. I blame myself for that.. too much computer games a day can seriously damage your eyes. So I decided to become a mechanical engineer.. the closest i could get to work with an aircraft. But now.. everything has changed.. I recently heard of the news that they accept people who are wearing spectacles. Thank God for that!
Now I feel confused.. many people are telling me about the small odds of me becoming a pilot. I can only hope and pray that i will be accepted into the pilot-training program. Wish me luck! I pray to our Father in hopes that I will be selected for the program...

2006 Here I come!!

2005 has been the most eventful year of my life. I even started blogging that year and I'm glad that I did. Blogging has kinda helped me ease my feelings when i'm sad and it also enabled me to share the exciting and joyful moments that I had experienced throughout the yeAr. Well I'm not here to give you some nonsense philosophy crap talk which almost everyone writes about.. No no.. I'm gonna write about how i started my new year!
well well... How shall I start?

I started my New Years eve by visiting my new church and got blasted away by the music and I even made a few friends and joined a care group. As lotsa old geezers once said.. Trouble comes when u least expect it.. And it did. One of my dogs shook the whole condominium with its loud pitchy barking.. This caused all the residents from the floors below and above to come to my unit to check it out. Sure enough.. All of em complained and looks like I have to evict this dog. Enough of bad news..Time for some interesting stories!

I went to Sunway pyramid which is a shopping complex for all of you non-malaysians. Had a great time there with my friends ..We joined in for the countdown and was treated with a ...Err.. Entertaining but normal fireworks display which ended in less than 10 minutes. We made our trip to Sri Hartamas and went to have some drinks there. Ordered some Shesha.. I don't know if I spelled it correctly but its basically a Arabic thingi which you use to smoke...To non-smokers who are reading this blog.. Its a way to experience smoking without getting addicted.. Surely enough.. I got high!! lolx.. We ordered some beers and was treated with some annoying band music by some local rock band. I reached back at 3.30am and fell asleep almost instantly.

That sums up my new years eve.

To everyone out there.. HAPPY new YEaR!!!!