someone

Do u have that special someone in ur heart right now? Special as in..a girl or a guy that u really like/adore. Don't lie to urself if u say u don't have one, ur probably thinking about that person right now.... its funny how the human mind does things.. it makes u want something that you can't have..it makes u want it so bad until the point where it drives u mad thinking about that person yet we don't seem to notice the people in front of us, people that can be deemed attractive/nice or a possible gf/bf but we somehow realize it when its too late.
The main question, why must we have that someone in our hearts? this only applies to single ppl. Why can't we just get on with our lives without liking/loving someone? It fustrates me coz i am thinking about this certain someone but she's probably somewhere enjoying her life or doing something. So..if u can't get that person to like u..why bother thinking about em 24/7? my advice? just forget about it.. which is what i'm trying to do now in my case...
Ok..enough of that girlfriend/boyfriend shit, its time for some lessons about life. I used to put other ppl's priorities b4 my own... and before you know it, ppl will just trample all over you thinking that ur a fucking pushover. No more of this shit, i give u 10% and u expect 100%? go fuck yourself silly..really..do it...coz u deserve it. I'm changing.. and i think i'm changing in a good way, no more mister nice guy for u.. fuck with me.. and suffer the consequences. Yeeaa..that feels good.. so always love urself before others b'coz at the end of the day, u will be that damned fool if u don't love urself enough.