NEVER EVER HAVE I IN MY LIFE

LAUGHED SO HARD BEFORE! LOL

YES2009

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boo.

Time , time , time
They say it passes with a spree
return oh please return..it will never be.
Scared I am..you can't see
If you see me you'll think I'm freaky
Test is on tuesday..WHAT? I don't think i'm ready
but this is what I get for being sleazy
I need a plan I need it urgently
Or maybe a prayer for me
So that I can score all HDs?
Instead of wasting time as If I'm free
I'm gonna catch a bath and have a read
or go for an appointment God has for me.
So tata..Its all for tonight..I need to go do my work like a busy bee.

Just a lil bit of you!

Just a lil bit of you everyday will keep my troubles away

Coffee-high today...toooooooooo much caffeine!

The good old times.

Inglourious Basterds

Major Dieter Hellstrom: That was the sound of my Walther pointed right at your testicles.

Lt. Archie Hicox: Why do you have a Luger pointed at my testicles?

Major Dieter Hellstrom: Because you've just given yourself away, Captain. You're no more German than that scotch.

Lt. Archie Hicox: Well, Major...

Bridget von Hammersmark: Major...

Major Dieter Hellstrom: Shut up, slut. You were saying?

Lt. Archie Hicox: I was saying that that makes two of us. I've had a gun pointed at your balls since you sat down.

Sgt. Hugo Stiglitz: That makes three of us.

Stiglitz takes Hellstrom by the shoulder and aggresively forces a gun against his crotch

Sgt. Hugo Stiglitz: And at this range, I'm a real Frederick Zoller.

Major Dieter Hellstrom: Looks like we have a bit of a sticky situation here.

Sgt. Hugo Stiglitz: Say "auf Wiedersehen" to your Nazi balls!

credits to Imdb.

By far the best scene in the movie, I think. lol.

The Blue Screen Strikes Back!

Its back! again.... and this time its not going away.

A new hope. Not.

Just when I thought this phone would last till end of the year...my hopes were blown away..

My phone has gone completely nuts, this'll make it 3 phones in 1 month which hv gone kaputs.

I guess the blue screen of death decided to switch to mobile phones from PCs. ..wait.. its not blue anymore..........
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UPSIDE DOWN! D: WTH. How to msg ppl??

Damned LG phones.......

Arghhh

WTH MAN, watching twilight now. I just can't freakin stand Belle. She looks horny 24/7 to the point its irritating. stupid irritating bitch. spoil movie.knnccb.

Confused. So What shall I do?

A speaker shared the word of God in Cf. Unfortunately I don't have the summary of facts as I passed it on to Adrian. From my own interpretation It was more of thinking and interpreting the Bible in a manner which is not biased. I can draw examples from the BGR talk by pastor richard. As much as I like the guy but there are just some things which I can't accept related to the testimonies and interpretations he had. Today's talk shed some light on the issue which I have been in a daze in. But when I came back and the 1st thing I read was this.

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

So. . . . not to lean on my own understanding. Its something which kind of clashes with what I'm thinking bout.

Anyways.. today has been productive in a social manner but not academically which makes me feel scared and guilty. Tonight will be night of no rest...gotta make up for the lost time.

In today's conversation with my friends, I heard a friend talking about standards in choosing a suitable partner. This is especially apparent if your ex has been all you could wish for in a person. I couldn't agree more.

Where would I find a person like you again?

Confucious says

I do not want a friend who smiles when I smile, who weeps when I weep, for my shadow in the pool can do better than that

I think.

I've thought things through. Let things that you cannot change run its course.

U can shut the fuck up

damn u psycho-ing son of bitches. telling ppl of your own relationship stories which nvr work due to your own damn fault. Now that I think of it, was it partly because of some "people" u got it off with me? if so. u can ask those "people" who care so so so much for you to fuck themselves.

You got some explaining to do.

Its a one-sided thing after all.

If a person doesn't like you..the person won't like you even if you do everything in the world to impress that one person. That my friend is the time you lay-off and do what ur suppose to do. Your own work. And not think bout these things or anyone anymore. Get it?

Had plenty of troubles yesterday night. Had a comforting chat with a friend. Talked to God and he talked back in a way x) Can't wait for quiet time later on tonight hehe.

Hm.?

For miles and miles of what I see,
Is the emptiness all around me,
Fake smiles,
Fake friendships,
Fake promises,
Who shall I ever believe?

Now that your ignoring me,
To the point of even blocking me,
Calls, msgs, online msgs,
Even with all these technologies,
Its all in vain ...It seems.

I think I've been deceiving myself all this while. I'm not ok. no I'm not. Why is it that every single time I'm alone I feel empty? lonely. sad. pathetic. I'm just feeling sick of making a fake smile the whole freaking day and saying that I'm okay...but after all. no one likes a moody person.

Someone.help me? hm?

Peace with oneself and God

Just had my first ever quiet time. Now I have a sense of calmness in me which is rather unexplainable. I love God and God loves me :)

What a day for a daydream.

I'm lazy to put it into paragraphs so I''ll put it into point forms.

-Dragged my wooden block of a body out of bed as early as 6 am. Earliest I hv ever woken up in a while..a long long while.

-Ran 5km without much effort. It must be God whos infusing us with a never-say-die spirit and strength.

-Finished the run and after much dilly dally, I ended up in PJEFC. Greeted by familiar faces which is always a good welcome ;)
and...got kicked in the nuts accidentally..by the one and only Miss Tam tks to Mr Lai.

-Drove around in PJ in search of Tim's car. I think I know PJ better now...a bad way to learn lol.

-Am at home now..wasting my sleep time just to write this.. which is a freakin boring read. I just love ranting.

Oh..lets add a sms convo.

Me: Did you know that Crocodile Dung was the 1st known contraceptive which was 1st used as early as 2000b.c by Egyptians.
karl:what on earth.haha.And what did they use it for?
Me:Condoms maybe?
Karl:Oh my God. Smelly sex
Me:No..its called Dirty Sex.

Sigh... Bai Wu Liao Lai.

Who are the 5 ppl I will meet in heaven?

As the title suggests, I just finished reading "The five people you meet in heaven" by Mitch Albom
I think I'm gonna add him into my favourite authors list. This book had me glued to it for the past few hours. Just one word. Fantastic. or maybe another word. Awesome. hehe

*Spoiler alert*

The 4th person he met which was his deceased wife really struck me. Not very long before, I always had an image of me and her walking down a pathway, enjoying the gentle breeze of the wind, basking in the warm sun. Wrinkles all over us, we would have between us.. little talks, jokes and affectionate gestures. I could promise you that If she had an ice-cream with her she'd try to smear my face with it haha. Its weird when you think your really over your relationship but it just strikes you at those vulnerable moments and it makes you think of the past memories you've spent with each other. Those moments full of laughter and happiness, teary moments of sadness..you just get reminded of it. And..you just wish for the person to be there with you. Embracing her..feeling her heartbeat next to mine. To this day, she's still so very special to me..I guess I have a special place for her in my heart even If things would never work out between us.
I just..loved that smile of hers. If you could see it from my eyes..you would see an angel..reaching out. A sensation of warmth and affection flooding your very surroundings. But now thats all but a distant past. A past that would never come back.

Now, I propose a question to you. For the woman or man you loved with all your life, what would you do without him/her? In a sense..I feel for Eddie the maintenance guy. For when he lost his beloved wife, his aptitude for sadness and grief enveloped him for the rest of his living days.

Now a moral to this story. Be strong. Don't ever close your heart. Accept new possibilities. Be loving to everyone.

You can't undo anything you've already done, but you can face up to it. You can tell the truth. You can seek forgiveness. And then let God do the rest.

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today's God's gift and thats why we call it present.

[ Quotes from Joan Rivers ]

Awesome!

Awesome time in uni.
Awesome books borrowed ( The five people you meet in heaven and For one more Day)
Awesome time jogging 6 rounds around lakeview (6km)
Awesome friendships made
Awesome Snowflake Bestseller
Awesome Mum who made a great dinner
Awesome Dad who ta pau-ed Ipoh Salted Chicken
Awesome calories burned and regained
Awesome neighbours who alerted me when Bin Kee slipped out through a hole in the fence.
Awesome Bin kee who made me run around but I love Bin Kee lots :)
Awesomely awesome that God blessed me so much today.
Awesome..just purely awesome.

Hi my name is Lonely. Nice to meet you.

Once upon a time, there was a boy called Triste. Triste's family constantly moved about like nomads who move about in search of a greener pasture. This made Triste really really sad. As soon as he were to make some friends, he would be on the move once again, to a place full of strangers. This made Triste a very quiet boy. The only "friends" that stayed with him were his toys. "Friends" that could never share his times of joy and laughter. "Friends" that stayed silent in his moment of sadness and pain. Static smiles that stay still in the presence of tears. Still, Triste strived on..filling his heart with loneliness as the days go by. The only thing that made Triste smile genuinely was the birds who flew with such majestic grace for he too wanted to fly. To fly to a place where his heart would be filled with happiness and laughter.
Seasons came and go. The passing of time, relentless in its journey to find eternity. Triste grew up to be a fine man. A man full of honour, goodness and integrity. One could never find fault in his doings. But behind all the good works he did, lie a man.. emotionally frail beyond his years. A man that hid his feelings behind a fragile mask of a smile. The only joy he found was the breeze of the soothing wind which reminded him of the dreams he had as a young child.

To be continued.
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Had a big big dinner to my tummy's delight. Big Char Koay Teow + Pork Satay + Lim Chee kang.I'm so gonna hate myself tmr morning lol.

Just watched district 9, it was a pretty good show. It just made me realize how ugly and selfish humans can be. Damn you selfish bastards.

I beginning to realize that all my posts are starting to become very the boring and emo. I need a hobby! Need to find hiking partner.. sigh.

Hold up boy Hold up

I'm a fast man! too fast. and no i'm not on the influence on weed again. I'm just too fast on certain things it makes me feel guilty.

Ho hum

Passionate kissing burns 6.4 calories a minute. A Hershey’s kiss contains 26 calories, which takes five minutes of walking–or about four minutes of kissing–to burn off.

So what are you waiting for?

Finals in a month. I'm gonna hv a resolution to study till 9pm in uni everyday. care to join?

You will never taste heaven till you taste hell.

Chao Tau Fu/Tau Fu Busuk/Stinky tofu makes anything taste heavenly after consumption.

Thoughts

I think I'm like cheezels. Corny and cheesy.

I think I hv a split personality, one personality for working in Bux and another in real life. Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Happy Mid Autumn Festival ppl.

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I really am suppose to be studying but you just can't study at home. Its impossible.
I'm thinking to myself, what is my personality? Is it by how I portray myself to the masses? My family always call me the quiet one. How true is that?

I guess it all depends on the company. I communicate differently with different people.

I feel more comfortable being silent but I just can't stand the awkward silence when ur with a friend whos not used to the silent treatment. So I end up talking and talking and talking.. and a few minutes after the conversation, I would be thinking to myself "wow, I'm talking absolute rubbish" good job well done ws. You've just branded urself lame all over your forehead.

and zy. this doesn't apply to u. you unearth the lameness out of everyone with ur super random topics.
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I know I've just broke up not long ago and I'm stuck at this spot where I don't know what I should do. Go on with life? find another gf? wait.. isn't that a lil too fast? Makes me feel guilty at a certain point. I shud just concentrate on my finals.

A long way home

Busted up my phone yesterday due to a stupendous act of jumping into the pool with my phone in the pocket. [Idiot]

Went back home from Cheras or at least I tried to go back home but I got lost. Was suppose to follow Jared to a certain point but ended up losing sight of him. [Fail]

Drove around and discovered that I was in some ulu area with a small road with tall weed beside me. Drove around some more and found a highway. A really new one i reckon coz I did not see a car or any shops etc for 5 minutes while i was driving 80 km/h or it was probably too late (2am). Decided that I should ask for help. That's when my friend the pain starts to sink in. My phone is busted and I didn't know where the hell I was.
[ Epic Fail ]

At last after going along this highway I was in Sungai Besi and I didn't know how to go back. Somehow I ended up in Kuchai Lama coz i drove past the Talipon restaurant. Finally..ended up in old klang road where I finally fuckin saw some signboards to Bandar Sunway/Subang jaya.

That trip lasted bout an hr b4 i reached home.

I hate roads in Cheras. Period. My nightmare did come true..after all........

Summary

Cheras-->forsaken area-->Sungai Besi-->Desolate road-->Jln Kuchai lama-->Old Klang Road-->Sunway-->Subang Jaya-->Ara Damansara