End

There goes the last straw, sick and tired of all this shit. Being in denial every time. Thats just fuckin bs yo, I ain't no rusty steel anchor. Thats just selfish of you.. I have needs too.

I guess just bros stay true to the core.

Ain't no magic tricks, Ain't no con jobs, Ain't no snakes on the damn plane.

Donate!

Tummy

Just came back from Penang. Lots of photos and updates coming soon. Reviews on popular food stalls as well!

My tummy growls in anticipation

A food trip to Penang tmr!

Nasi Kandar!

Assam Laksa!

Chow Kueh Teow!

Rojakkkkk!

I can feel my tummy smiling x)

Boohoo

I find it impossible to hold onto chords with these fingers.

I should switch to piano instead xD

humpedy dumpety

I ain't got the mood!

Sadly yea thats' the replies I've been getting whenever I try to ask you out.

I get the que yo!

Thought of trying the yearbook thingi, and here you go suets, how I look like in a crew cut..well not exactly but .. :P

How about this for a long hair look? hahahaha

I knew I shouldn't have :(

During the mamak session I had an hour ago, we were chatting on how my friends went up to to the Ria Apartments in Genting to check out whether there were actually ghosts residing there. They found a notebook on a dark stretch on a staircase railing and ran back down due to fear. Well not much of a ghost sighting but It intrigued my interest in reading some of the haunting stories of the apartment and lets say there were aplenty online. Before I knew It, I felt goosebumps reading those stories and immediately started to freak out. It reminded me of the freaky experience I had when I was a child. About std 2 If I'm correct. There's only a handful of memories which I can recall from those years.. and this memory was etched on the very back of my head. Gosh I wish I could just scrape it off. My sisters and my cousins (teens) were very excited bout reaching the place and they decided to check out the room before the adults. Coincidentally there was only one lift working and we all pretty much packed into the small lil lift and I was right smack near the door. My sister with her itchy hands decided to press all the buttons on the lift and needless to say we stopped at about every single floor before reaching our floor. I can't recall which floor we were on. The next thing I remember was the lift door opening to a completely desolate lift lobby with dark dim blinking lights and the cold breeze of air blowing against us from the windows near the lifts. Everyone went silent. My sister's instincts kicked and and mashed the close button to shut the lift door. The thing was..the door didn't close. Didn't even budge for a full minute. Naturally I was afraid and being closest to the door didn't make it feel any better. I closed my eyes most of the times for I feared that I might actually see something which I do not ever want to in my whole lifetime. I'll pray the hardest I can to God so that he may hide these things from my eyes forever for I do not want to be exposed to such things. Next thing I know, the lift door closed, which was abnormally long and my sisters started to break down crying. Our parents who somehow knew of these happening told us to avoid the lifts the next day. Well we did, all of us including the adults took the stairs to go up and down. The fact that the remaining lift which we took the night before couldn't work also contributed to that I guess. Sigh I'm so weak. Thank God I never went to catch the movie called Paranormal. I would have slept with the lights on and my bible in my arms.

Now I have my bible next to me and I'm playing christian songs. I think I'm gonna sleep with the lights on. I shouldn't have read all these stories and I have a long day tomorrow-FML

Shakespere

To cut, or not to cut: that is the question.

Every now and then I hv dilemmas of whether to keep my hair long or to cut it. I've never really kept it thatt long but nevertheless it was long to the point that I could tie it...and i looked like a girl but If I cut it short I'd look like a small kid and it accentuates my face coz my cheeks are big D:

Choice:

No 1 - To keep my hair until March then only cut it
No 2 - Cut my hair next week.

Waddaya say?

I guess

Its ironic how you remember the failures and break downs you suffer more than the happiness and achievements you attain. I guess Its a reminder to keep your feet planted on the ground coz the higher you fly the greater the fall. Another lesson to learn is that things are never meant to be permanent. No circumstance will ever remain constant. There's no such as forever in the earthly plane.

Looking back on the past 21/22 years of my life, Its been a wonderful journey I guess. And this is all thanks to my parents for giving birth to me. Thanks mum & dad and of course God (:

Tomorrow's my birthday but I ain't expecting much. A little dinner with my family would do. Parties are too much of a hassle.

Okay lets inject some optimism. Life is really short, so do enjoy it as much as you can.. In a proper manner of course. 23 years have come, a lifetime to go.

This post doesn't really make sense.

Forget about the past, you can't change it.
Forget about the future, you can't predict it.
Forget about the present, I didn't get you one.

Scary

I'm getting harassed through fb by an old geezer I barely met in Starbucks. Now Its getting out of hand.. Truthfully I'm traumatized.

ws i miss u a lot amen [Facebook]

Wat the Heck is that all about?
1) You don't go around telling everyone how you miss them If you only met them once..and Its weird...very weird
2) Your a damn guy for goodness sake. Quote Russel Peters "Be A Man, Do the Right thing" Men don't go around telling other men they miss them so much. Don't be a fagget.
3) Yea know what, the Amen at the end of the sentence ain't helping dude. Yea know what I'll Amen to? That'll be for you to stop msging on fb before I block you off Amen.
4) You look gay, go get a life.
5) Ur still msging me at 3.45am, don't you have a freakin job you nutcase?

If It wasn't for me being kind and you inquiring bout my church I would have blocked you off at the sight of ur name. One more msg like dat and I'll block you off for good.

Rock & Roll!

Awesome and awe inspiring manga

---> Bremen <----

Its bout a man called Romio Kasuga meeting up with Reiji to form a band called Bremen. Bremen's journey towards being rock legends. Its all bout rock and action! Yea baby!

Ouch

I injured myself in futsal..yes.. again. I can't really help myself for being injury prone in sports. I really feel like screaming whenever I try sit down coz the muscles near the butt just starts to sting when I do so. Looks like this is gonna be a long one. Probably a couple of weeks worth of rest would be fine..I hope.

Now that I think of it, throughout the years I've been into quite a few knocks. I'll list them down in point forms cause it'll take too long to explain.

- Drowned in a community pool at the tender age of 5 or 6. I guess I was resuscitated and was knocked out cold coz I woke up at home in the evening.
- Tried to follow my sisters to jump down a ledge. Chickened out and went down slowly but scraped my whole back and tore my shirt doing so. well its better than a broken leg
- Pop-ed my btm lip open when i fell down from the monkey bar face down onto a brick. My white uniform was stained red. Was primary 2 then I think.
- Fractured my left wrist through football in secondary 3. Basketball was never the same for me.
- Fractured my right wrist through football..again.. in secondary 5 which was a good 2 weeks before my spm.
- Scraped my leg pretty badly when i tumbled down. The wound was infected and my leg looked zombie like for a month.
- Fractured my pinky in basketball. Tried to go for a rebound but ended up smacking the dude on the head. My pinky was dislocated but I became my own doctor and realigned it myself. It wasn't a pretty sight and the pain didn't make it feel any better..at all. Drove myself to the clinic, then to the hospital for an x-ray then to the clinic again..all by myself...with a shaking right hand.

Those are pretty much the major injuries. The minor ones? Lets say I had too many I don't even know where to start from.

Yeps

There's only two people I'll trust, one's me, the other's not you.

It kicks in.

*Bam* straight 2 the soft spot
Painful but it brings me back 2 reality.
Wise man says, When you cannot avoid it, welcome it.
Its something which you knew would happen but yea can't ever prepare for it.

Life is truly like a box of chocolates, well said Forest.

Infestation

Say no to Garden Snails! Disgusting little critters. I've lost count on how many of em i stepped on whenever I try to put Bing Kee into his cage in the middle of the night. Its like a FREAKIN mine field down there. Step here..*crunch* step there *crunch* step somemore *squish* And the feeling of stepping on the snail is disgusting, espeically if they are the huge ass ones. All their slyme go all over ur sandals. UGH. The next time i find some, I'm gonna

-> Put it under my car tires and run over it *squish*
-> Take a golf club and practise my swings *A-hole in one! Yea man right on the crack!*

I'll boom boom pow those little slimy aliens out of my garden. Freakin Pawn Ur Slimy Excuse For A living.

Alright, I'm cool.

Its not like I have something against snails. I love em actually. Yea, the ones which you can eat. Its called Balitong if I'm not wrong.

Talking about Balitong, the best spot in kl for them would be the Wong Ah Wah restaurant on Jalan Alor. The chicken wings are the bomb too.

Parna..what?

Went to check out the movie and I can't seem to remember the doc's name. Reviews? Well its a mind blowing movie in a sense that the story line is so confusing and there's so many random things happening. Great works on the graphics and the settings though.

One more note: Lily Cole has boobs that can make any man drool! :P

Interesting

A really good article about the whole Allah issue

----> Pahlawan Volunteers <-----

Twas thinking about these issues, and I think Its not a bad thing after all. We can finally see some progress in achieving racial and religious harmony in Malaysia cause without conflict there would be no solutions.

Bleh

Q: Why did the extremist fcktards cross the road?
A: To fail in another attempt to bomb up a church.

I forgot to mention, there's been rumors flying around that car's hv been vandalized for displaying Christian related items around the PJ and Bangsar area. Personally I don't think Its much of a rumor. The police are denying it due to a lack of evidence. I think that its an attempt to downplay the mini acts of violence against the Christian community due to the whole "Allah" issue.
So do temporarily remove such items to avoid any damages. Seriously, these trouble and riot mongering idiots should be sent into imprisonment asap.

Honestly..really.. what does Allah mean? It means God in Arabic. I repeat..in Arabic. Its not a freakin exclusive language for Muslims for heaven's sake. There are Arabic Christians in the world too yea know!

So are you (the damn extremist basturds) gonna sue me for saying Subhan'Allah? which means Glorious is God. Think before you act idiots.

Time of trials

(MalaysiaKini)

Its been reported that there are 7 churches being threatened or worse.. bombed up with molotov cocktails. The following churches are :-

Metro Tabernacle in Desa Melawati
Church of Assumption in PJ
Life Chapel in Section 17
Kg Subang Church
Agape Revival Church in Pandan Indah, Ampang.
Unknown church in Kuala Selangor
and 1 more unknown church.

I really despise these extremist attacks but I don't think any counter violence would solve anything. I believe that our most powerful shield against these acts would be Prayer. For God is good and He loves us all. So please have patience and endurance my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Psalms 56

3 When I'm afraid,
I will trust in you.
4 In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid.
What can mortal man do to me?

9 Then my enemies will turn back when I call for help.
By this I will know that God is for me.
10 In God, whose words I praise,
In the LORD, whose words I praise
11 In God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?

Do read Psalm 91 and 143!
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On another note, today's my very dear twin's birthday! If ur reading this, Have a great one :D do remember that age is just a bunch of numbers. The important thing is to feel young inside! aha
Bless you and I pray that your wishes will come true (:

Why o why

I hate beer with a passion.

How'd you like it?

The new layout that is.. Was looking for something white but this was the best thing I could find atm. I think i've taken a liking to it

random thoughts

If I called you, would you look back?

Tired but Strong!

The Lord is my strength! Roar!

Brrrrrrrawr

Me feeling zombie like. On another note, found this interesting pic online.

If there's zombie infestation going on, the first weapon in my house which i'm gonna go for would be a frying pan.

01/01/10

A great start to a new year with a double celebration as I welcome a new exciting chapter in my life and of course my niece into the world, Laetitia. :)