hrmm?

Sigh..spending the last few hours thinking alone.. wonder if everything is in fact all right.. i miss her.. she hasn't called yet, maybe shes busy. The dreams I had were nerve wreaking.. I feel really depressed. Haven't had this feeling for a long time.. the feeling that I might lose someone I really love.
Messaged and called her, shes with her friends.. I guess I won't get to see her after all today...
Its funny how my music list coincides with how i feel right now.. currently listening to
lifehouse: you and me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

I really want to see her.. but I don't want her to see me in this condition....remnants of the flown tears still evident.. don't want her to worry.. I just wish I nvr had that dream..


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