Ugh

Monday-Genting trip

Tuesday-Genting trip

Wedneday-Guys time out

Thurs-Guys time out

Friday-Karaoke?

Saturday - Rest out

Sunday - Warming up for the period of hell on earth to come

Planning pass

Execution fail

My new timetable for next week?

Monday + Tues -Genting trip

Wed - Assignments

Thurs - Assignments

Friday - Assignments

Sat - Assignments

Sun - EE + Assignments

Syiok boh?

Movies to watch!

My mid-sem to do list:

Study!

&

A movie marathon!
- The time traveler's wife
- Inception
- Resident evil series
- Star Wars series
- LOTR series

- The Matrix series

Care to join?

Father can you hear me?

haha

Its so funny how at times you feel so confused. But after all has been said and done, all I want is you Jesus, thanks for your unfailing love Father :)

Hey you Mr. H

Why are you so weak?

Do you know how uneasy you are making me feel today?

Constantly bombarding me with those oh so depressing pulses.

Just shut up and stop reminding me okay?

gahhhhhhhhhhhh.

I wish I could cut you open to let those feelings in you flow away.

Your making me tired. Your not allowing me to sleep. Your so annoying I can't focus.

What do you want?

entertainment in the morning.

I think, that someone is doing the real thing in voice instead of a recording in the mosque at this hour in the morning.

His pitching went off abit. Zhou yam. hahahaha.

Denying oneself

A question for you to ponder on.

What does it mean to deny yourself in your daily life, if we are to take up the cross?

I feel that It is through denying oneself of worldly ways and to keep re-accessing one's lifestyle.

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.

I find it a everyday challenge to do so, but yet, in Christ anything is possible!

I've been bugged in my heart about the word relationship. Is it such a trivial matter already that we are just completely relying on our own emotions as men and not seek the counsel of God? Even more so that these emotions will just keep burning like a wild fire, engulfing every person the eyes see favor in. I'm not saying that emotions are not important, they are but not to the point where we are completely subdued in them. If we as Christians do not set a standard to such things, how are we different from non-Christians?

I have been constantly thinking on these matters but I've not come to a solid conclusion. Reason? Its hard to do so but with a heart that seeks God's will in everything, I believe strength can be found.

[ Think ]

Do not rebuke an older man harshly, but exhort him as if he were your father. Treat younger men as brothers,older women as mothers, and younger women as sisters, with absolute purity.

Blessings

I've been sick for the past few days and its truly God's grace and mercy that I'm feeling a little better today. These past few days have made me realize things which I wouldn't if things didn't go as they were.

For a long time I've been having an inconsistent quiet time but this time of sickness has allowed me to start my day with the Lord which has been really awesome in my point of view. I know i know..I've been saying I wanted to have regular quiet times but It just never happened..so God had to do something drastic I guess but I can't help but feel that He's always there, although sometimes He might withdraw His tangible presence but its always for a good purpose. I just pray that this will continue on even with the busy and hectic times that will soon come by.

Psalms 138:8 The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me

These times have also made realize that whenever your down and in the pits, the only people that you can rely on without a speck of doubt would be your family. Whether its your own blood family or God's family. Its truly a great blessing to have them.

I've began to understand the idea of long suffering, in having patience in whatever things which may come about, in being wise and having a sense of understanding when the world around you just doesn't care anymore. Its also really hard to have patience sometimes when you are being judged for the things you do or do not do.

Matthew 7:12 So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

So in the end of they day, Its not about us and what we want to achieve in this world. Its about God's will for our lives and that re-assures me.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

In whatever you do, just smile even if you heart is breaking, have a loving and caring attitude and a gentle, patient and humble spirit.

Thats what It means to carry your own cross.

Mark 8:34 If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.

Pave the way through

Pave the way through! hoooohhaaaaa!

Ezikiel 2:1-8

¹ He said to me, "Son of man, stand up on your feet and I will speak to you." ² As he spoke, the Spirit came into me and raised me to my feet, and I heard him speaking to me.

³ He said: "Son of man, I am sending you to the Israelites, to a rebellious nation that has rebelled against me; they and their fathers have been in revolt against me to this very day. ⁴ The people to whom I am sending you are obstinate and stubborn. Say to them, 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says.' ⁵ And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious house—they will know that a prophet has been among them. ⁶ And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or terrified by them, though they are a rebellious house. ⁷ You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious. ⁸ But you, son of man, listen to what I say to you. Do not rebel like that rebellious house; open your mouth and eat what I give you."

What would you do?

First of all, Its a hypothetical question. So yea, I'm not dying .immatooyoungtodienowthankyouverymuch.

The question i propose to you,

What would you do and think If you knew you would die tomorrow?

Think of it,

The people you would want to meet for the last time.

The things you would want to do for the last time.

The times and moments spent with whom at the last hour.

Your emotional state in your last periods on earth.

Your regrets.

The farewells, the appreciations.

I personally think If I would to die tomorrow, I'd be totally unprepared for it. But I know I'm going to heaven for sure and I would definitely like my friends and family to join me there when physical death comes looming.

How about you? Do you have that assurance?

Its scary I know, I've had countless dreams of it.

Every dream, asking God for more time to spend with loved ones in this world. I thank God i'm alive today and hopefully and prayerfully that I'll still be here tomorrow if its God's Will.

Feeling a tinge of emotion in your heart? Its gut wrenching isn't it?

Picture this,

Inexplicably you just pass away,

Now, your in your funeral. You see your body. You see your family and friends and even unknown people, mourning for you, crying their hearts out.

But yet, your still there.. aren't you? Yet, no matter how much you shout or scream or even try to touch them. It doesn't work. It will never work.

Tears flow down your cheeks, your afraid. You think to yourself; "What now?" " I don't wanna die now" and ultimately..

"Someone.. help me"

Now, do you still think death is still something far away and something which shouldn't be thought of?

Where will you go after you die? Its not really a hard question to answer really, do you think with all you have done in this world, that you honestly.. deserve to go to some place better after all you've done in this world based on your own works? The evil thoughts you had, the hurtful words you said, the stupid actions which you did.

So do you think your still going to a better place?

If you think you still are going to that better place, think again. and again. and again. Do you know 100% for sure?

If you think that you will never ever go or even step foot on that better place, I have the greatest news you have ever heard. You can know for certain that you will go to heaven.

How?

Through Jesus Christ alone.

John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Vague? I bet you do have Christian friends around you, if not, I pray that you will have an encounter with God in your life.

I can however tell you about it if you drop me ur email add on the chatbox :)

3 John 1:2 Dear friend, I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along well.

Goodnight.

Time after time

If you fall, I will catch you and I'll be waiting. time after time.