29th November 2009

Its probably one of my most important days in my life, for I will be baptized today. I will be renewed with the holy spirit :)

:(

me no more doggie alrdy. all gone missing. :(

What a day,

Had sleep paralysis today. I hate it every time it happens coz its freaking scary. Don't really remember much of what happened but I remember reaching for an old tattered photograph of someone in a room on a dusty wooden cupboard shelve and all of a sudden this huge pressure was pulling me out from within. Its like being being squashed physically yet having your very consciousness sucked out of your body. About the old wooden cupboard..I don't hv any at home.
Don't laugh at me but I was screaming for help so freaking desperately that I began clutching my fists so hard cause my voice had suddenly just gone mute. I think my heart was over rev-ed coz i woke up shouting. Wanted to call a friend but decided not to..didn't want to disturb her sleep. It was 3am plus after all. Thats not all, my room felt so freaking eery..I swear I could hear drops of water coming from somewhere near my bed but there's nothing anywhere. I prayed to God for protection and clutched my bible to sleep. I think I need to sleep more regularly now, these experiences are getting worse when my sleeping hours go cucko. Wish someone was awake to talk to with but I know God's there watching over me and protecting me :)

It was 20 minutes past 7am when I woke up. This big sense of urgency came spewing out. I was late for work..terribly late. (work starts at 7am) Got rdy in record time as usual and flew out of the house and dominated the road like Mika hakkinen with a dirty looking myvi. I needa wash it soon. Spots of rust are appearing -..-

10 minutes past 11am. I hate how there are no chicks to gaze at in the latter days of november. That is after all, the perks of working in the Sbux in that area. There's a pretty lil cute co-worker there but she's like a little girl, I feel like a big brother needing to feed his little puppy eyed lil sister with whipped cream and caramel..so yea. no interests whatsoever there.

I miss the times you were working with me in bucks. I miss ur contagious hyperness and bubbliness. All of em..now.. special pages of pictures in a book called life. Sigh. :)

Okay, this is gonna be brief. I am fucking noob in Dota alrdy. I give shame to title of noob. Back in my prime I would hv totally verbal-fucked my current self with inner language of dota.
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Lets hv a dialogue between past and present me:-

Present ws: I got pawned badly
Past ws: You NOOB! don't feed la f*cker
Present ws: Its not like I wanted to let them kill me but they always gb me.
Past ws: who ask u dun wan put observer wards. knnccb. If u know hero missing then play safe la cibai.
Present ws: They never report hero missing :(
Past ws: So? you cannot see for urself? mahai ur timing so off gao ma chut. keep kena deny, last hit keep miss. Noob say noob la f*cker.
Present ws: ......Me dun likey you anymore :(
Past ws: shut up noob.
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Sigh..the sad truth of life, the once pro has fallen through the ranks to become an absolute n**b.
Practise makes perfect. No practise makes noobs.

Anyways......... drum rollss

dum dum dum

dum dum dum

dum dum dum

The one thing that really did make my day was a phone call from church.

Guess what folks, I'm gonna get water baptized this Sunday :D

Its been a great day after all hasn't it? x)

Love me do!

Someone to love
Somebody new
Someone to love
Someone like you!

Bruce lee

He comes out with the darndest quotes.

" If you make an ass of yourself, there will always be someone to ride you "

wise man, wise words.

Thoughts

If someone died for every act of stupidity i committed, I'd be a weapon of mass destruction. Period.

Sigh..

If all shemales were as hot as her. I wouldn't mind. honestly.

lol

Mystery google is fun. Who in the world searches for flying chimpanzees. Thats one heck of a curiosity

Aerosmith

Rumors going on that Steve Tyler is parting with Aerosmith D: Wth is happening with this worlddd?? C'mon what is Aerosmith without Steve Tyler??!?!

I'm a manga freak o.O

Just finished 68 chapters of a manga called The World Only God Knows..in one day. Feels like my childhood days where I get extremely tired after playing the PS for 9 hrs straight.

Anyways, the manga i mentioned is pretty good. Check it out!

The World Only God Knows <-- Link

And other worth mentioning manga

Akumetsu

I'll post some others later.

calmness

For the Lord is my Shepard and I shall have all my faith and belief in Him.

Ownage!

1st kick "BAM"

2nd kick "BAMM"

Didier Drogba you just got owned! GG.com! Evans FTW!

Just confirms it.

Drogba Classics

An Idiot. Total Idiot.




Didier Drogba ur a useless piece of shit.

You never seem to fail people in terms of diving or faking injuries.

Today ur theatrical performance reached new heights when you went down and acted like a retarded idiot with muscle spasms. I thought It was hilarious. Too bad Evans never kicked you enough!

Whats ur flavour?

As we grow up, we subconsciously set basic parameters of the people we deem to be acceptable. Some may set their expectations to be high and some to be pretty low. I must say It all depends on the upbringing and experiences on a road called life.

Among all those expectations, there is an essential component which is called trust. With trust we can be faithful and through these very elements do we find a factor called a sense of security.

I'm not gonna go mumbo jumbo talking about obvious things which you can read on the internet damn this sentence is long. So.. It brings us back into the main question. What do you find in a partner?

For me, its pretty simple.
Trustful , loyal, not afraid to show affection, kind to animals and everyone, cheerful and possess a great smile!

Of course there are minor details here and there but that's the gist of things.

One thing I don't understand is, why do women think its their right to hv a fit when its the time of the month? God made you that way, so If ur intending to blame God for it, then by all means on ur own account. But if ur not then supress it dammit! You've got ur whole life to learn how to do it! Even to ur family or partner! You'd do them a great favor.
Thank God I have never met these kind of women b4. Partners of course that is.

So whats ur cup of tea?

Period of grace.

I think I'm gonna have a breakdown. One thing after another, the bad news just comes piling up. Bingkee has fleas, did the exams badly even with so much preparation, and I even lost my car plate. How in the world can you even lose it?

Received a phone call which made my day even worse as I was told that I was not eligible for water baptism this year so I had to be postponed to the middle of next year. I feel robbed. Its like taking a candy cane from a child and breaking it in half in front of the poor child. The one thing which I highly anticipated this month. Told my whole family bout it..I was even counting the days for it.

I've waited 3 yrs...whats another 6 months. Is this one of His trials for me? I pray that He'll give me lots of patience and persistence coz I feel damn shitty now about everything.

Ain't no sunshine.

Ain't no sunshine when ur gone..Its not warm when ur away.

sigh.

Mr Bing Kee has fleas D:
since he's a wabbit. I can't use normal sprays..what to do :(
Time for the vet!

Tired but Happy :)

It feels good when you see people happy, feels even better If you could make people happy :)

Yes?

If your the time then I'll be the clock. I'll keep an eye on you 24/7

God's always there!

As time runs out, my worries have increased a few folds. My shoulders burdened. My nightly sleep disturbed. Today's youth session really did help me. Helped me in ways I've never imagined. and the worst part of it is that I don't even know how to explain. I felt that God really spoke to me today, on how to deal with my worries. That show's how important quiet time is for us Christians. Therefore I plead to you my fellow brethren, please do your quiet time. Father is there just waiting for us, wanting to tell us of good news, wanting to comfort in times of trouble, wanting us to know that he truly is there for us.

Psalms 121:1-8

[1]I will lift up my eyes to the hills-from whence comes my help?
[2]My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth.
[3]He will not allow your foot to be moved; he who keeps you will not slumber.
[4]Behold, He who keeps Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.
[5]The LORD is your keeper; the LORD is your shade at your right hand.
[6]The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night.
[7]The LORD shall preserve you from all evil; he shall preserve your soul.
[8]The LORD shall preserve your going out and coming in from this time forth, and even forevermore.

Yea so we struggle yea know with worries just as all human being do, just like I do. We worry bout our grades, we worry bout our jobs, we worry about our family, we worry about a whole multitude of things..These worries they just get intense with each passing day...rendering us just powerless in the wake of its animosity. Often during these times we replace faith with just pure worrying, shifting our burden from God's mighty shoulders to our frail and weak ones. We end up being afraid, worried, and we just can't sleep.

In these times my friend, remind urselves that God is always there! always always there for you.

Psalms 44:21 He knows everything, including what we fear.
Psalms 139:7-10 He's everywhere.
Ephesians 1:11 He's in charge of our world.
Psalms 56:3-4 Whenever I'm afraid, I will trust in You.
Psalms 9:10 And for those who know Your name will put their trust in You;
For You, LORD have not forsaken those who seek You.

So friends, don't worry for the LORD is your strength!

and finally..an all time fav verse of mine..

Phillipians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

I bid you all a good night's sleep and a wonderful morning.
Don't skip quiet time! Don't skip church on Sundays! Who knows what you might be missing out on ;)