Clowning about

Like a circus, happy and jolly

But all a facade, to hide the emptiness inside.

Just wanting to hear His voice in the midst of chaos.

I forgot when was the last time i ever liked a clown, i suspect that i never ever did like one but that's not the issue at hand.

( You can blame Pennywise the clown for that )

I think a clown is such a sad creature. Its created to smile and be happy, created to bring joy and happiness to the people around even in the midst of its despair. It can never frown nor can it ever cry, for that would cause it to deviate from its role in society. Society doesn't appreciate deviations. 

( Forgive me for calling a clown "it" cause i personally hate clowns and it doesn't deserve to be rendered human, i believe that clowns are part of a propaganda to overthrow the world and would not blink an eye if it had a chance to bite your arm off with its cannibalistic teeth which is hidden behind a smile, i believe in bullshit but i believe in whatever i like to believe in ) heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Now back to the point, which still remains shrouded in the midst of these incredibly long winded random ramblings like an undecipherable cryptex drenched in clown excrements. Still here? I applaud you sir for your generous patience which will go unpaid. 

Have you ever felt like a clown? I'm sure you have cause I have. Showing a confident face whilst suffering inside with a turmoil of emotions. Its normal isn't it? How about looking at it from a christian context? well you can't argue with the bible can you? 

Whilst looking for the perfect verse to fit into here my questions were answered. So this post has effectively been reduced to a post of random useless post-dated ramblings which makes no absolute sense, even to me. Anyways, here's the verse(s)

Ecclesiastes 3: A time for everything

 ¹ There is a time for everything, 

   and a season for every activity under the heavens:

 ² a time to be born and a time to die,
   a time to plant and a time to uproot,
 ³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
   a time to tear down and a time to build,
 ⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
   a time to mourn and a time to dance,
 ⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
   a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
 ⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
   a time to keep and a time to throw away,
 ⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
   a time to be silent and a time to speak,
 ⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
   a time for war and a time for peace.

Now that the lesson has been learned, *self acknowledges* lets us depart to a land free of clowns where the robot unicorns jump and fly freely while wearing Akg headphones blasting the Erasure Always song. Goodnight

P.s. I warn you, the song will stick to you. like the darn duck song