Sometimes

I could lie at bed the whole day, just so that I can dream of you.

Okay! Need-a be productive!

Messiness away

Masa sudah sampai utk aku mengemas bilik yg kucar-kacir ini.

Situasi ini bagai puting beliung melanda.

Bm aku memang buruk.

KKK (Ketawa Keluar Kuat) = LOL

Oh ya, aku sudah mendapat internship! Ini memang berita yg bagus. Harap harap keputusan saya lagi bagus.

Praise God!

Seeking You

Faith immeasurable,
Love eternal.

Arms held high,
Hearts in abandonment.

Men bow with admiration,
Blessing your name, Holy holy holy is God Almighty.

Thy promises will come,
Thy will be done.

Fool,

Faith have you not
With the promises which have and are to be fulfilled

Faith have you not
When the new dawn comes, when the rainbows form

Faith have you not
For God's Will is sovereign, For God's plans are to prosper

I wanna wanna

Climb a mountain, swim in the sea, or just chill in a waterfall.

I wonder how its gonna be

Really, I don't think I'll ever get back up from this. I've completely fallen.

Blessed

Found a ruffled feather in my room, its either a bird who snuck in through the closed windows or maybe just my guardian angel who is on a shedding season. I wonder how he/she looks like.

Seize the day!

Carpe Diem!

I wanna run, do you?

Jom!

Sleeping disorders

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Sleep Paralysis.

Would you let me sleep in peace already? 

Its not like you can effect me the way you did last time.

God, please protect my sleep. I need it.

A prayer of serenity

Its actually from a bookmark from a close friend of mine but I guess its the perfect prayer for the time, i guess.

God grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.

God please don't put me on this roller-coaster again but don't take the cross I'm bearing away from me, just grant me the strength and faith to go on as long as You wish for things to be.

I'm always waiting on you Lord, always will be.

Take this heart of mine and make it yours, make it what you want it to be.

What are you looking for?

Have you found the object of your hearts desire?

Have you found the inspiration in which you have seek-ed for so long?

Now, look back at your life, what you have become at this point of life.

Tell me, 

what have you gained? 

what have you forsaken to gain those things which you wanted?

do you think they are worth the price?

When we do certain things to move onward, is time a valid reason to forget about all the sacrifices made?

How have you changed yourself and your own values in which you treasure in order to seek those temporal experiences. 

Have you realized how un-individualistic you have become? 

Swept by the waves of social and educational clatter. Is it worth it? Trading that soul of yours to the devil of temporary achievements. 

The final question. In the search for success, have you lost yourself in the process?

Its never easy

Its hard being a committed Christian in a family which does not have the same set of values, my sisters are cool about it, heck even one of my sisters is a Church-goer herself. The problem lies with my parents, what am i suppose to do when I've got responsibilities to live up as a committed church member? Why am I always put into the spotlight when i skip family breakfast sessions on Sunday to attend church. I'm tired of this cycle of being angry, feeling really gutted and guilty of it, seeking forgiveness, going to altar calls for words of prayer and being hopeful that things would improve. It just doesn't go away at all. But I don't think I'm the only one being in such a limbo, I should probably count my lucky stars and blessings for the things i have now. Its just hard to bear at times. Okay now i gotta go study for Friday's paper. Bye!

Too much maths!

Whats the formula to freedom?

Its simple, as simple as ABCs.

     1 Cross

+   3 Nails

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     4given

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No Sleep 2nite - Molly McQueen

I could sing of your love forever!

Yes I could! in different languages as well!

What is your passion?

A friend asked me this question,

What is your passion in life?

I couldn't give a concrete answer then but now I already know the answer, don't you?

My passion would be for Christ! A passion to be whatever I can be or whatever the talents i have to glorify Him.

On another note,

My mum teasingly mentioned about taking care of them when they are older. I have, without a doubt in my mind that I would take care of them when I'm capable to fend for myself. When the time has come, I would definitely like to repay my parents with the news of eternal life. Don't you think thats more important compared to money? Well money is important but don't worry la, God provides!

RAH!

They made my day.

Its 6am

I've deleted and re-written every single thing for a few times now, I am at ends wit and I don't know what to write. Lets write a poem okay?

Planes come passing by,

Bringing multitudes in with a loud cry,

Its silent here where i lie,

It makes me think of what of the world if i should die,

No i'm just pulling your leg cause i want things to rhyme,

Got you! didn't i?

The silence is broken finally, with the colorful linguistics of the the middle eastern tribes. It feels like a intrusion of the private peaceful period in which I had. Argh. sucks. I can't write anymore.bye.

Acronyms

Realization 2.0

Came home to realize that i lost my notes. OSM.

Whats with the acronyms?

Alphabetical
Crap
Renowned for
Obsolete
Non-sequitur
Yarrish
Meanings

Thats an acronym for you. C'mon. I can type asdhafg and call it a random acronym. Its tasteless, senseless and all the less-ness-tess whatever bess.

ASAP - Always Say A Prayer!

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I think I have finally realized after so long, the true meaning and power of an effective prayer.

Pray with Purpose.
Pray with Faith.
Pray with Steadfastness.
Pray with Zeal
Pray with Will of the Holy Spirit.
Pray with God's faithfulness, holiness and goodness in mind.
Pray with Great Expectancy of things to come into completion.
Pray while keeping in mind He can do, how He delights in Christ His Son and of your place to Him.

I can say that my faith has been rewarded and truly God is a great God. I often questioned him for the past few weeks why He had to put so much troubles and heart felt sorrows but I know now its for the good of me that I'd always rely on Him. For when I am weak, then am I strong.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philipians 4:6-7

 So ASAP!

My heart will wait - Joe Brooks

Inspiration

The abstract has always fascinated me. I wonder why I chose engineering at times but its a step closer to what I always dreamed of though I will probably not reach it due to the harsh nature of reality. I do appreciate art though.

I think I'm gonna start sketching again in the coming summer. Its been long.

God says

God's cakap, tunggu dan bersabar.

Aku memang tak faham tapi aku bukan di posisi untuk menyoal keputusan-Nya.

Bagai menunggu awan di Gunung Sinai untuk bergerak dari posisinya, saya akan menunggu. Menunggu keputusan Tuhan.

Btw, 

Bahasa Melayu saya sangat buruk. Minta maaf ya. teehee.