A word which I tried so hard to practice but it isn't entirely possible without strict personal discipline and this word seems to steadily grow in proportion to the years of my life in this world.
First of all, my sis's maid, Hilda ran away from home this morning. This is definitely gonna be harsh for my sis who relies heavily on the maid to take care of the little ones and to do the chores around the house. This would mean that I'll have to re-adopt certain tasks again, like throwing out the rubbish and maybe....cleaning my toilet which I really hope I don't need to do @.@. Sigh, ppl don't realize importance of something or someone until they really do lose it.
Second of all, I'll be adopting Bing Kee, my baby's beloved rabbit since her parents can't stand the trauma of a rabbit passing away in front of them once more. This is gonna be harsh on Bing Kee as he won't really get that much freedom to roam about in this house since I hv two dogs and all.
Its time to learn, adapt and thrive!
ps. honey i miss you :(
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Annoyed
Just finished revising my Mechatronics.........yess..i actually bothered to revise! I'm suprised myself and feel rather proud :P Gumby's barking at wild dogs at the back again, sigh,.. i wish i hv a bb gun right now so I could shoot the damn dogs away.
Troubles right now? Missing my baby too much, 5 hrs of ping-pong today didn't really help in easing the loneliness away...even though it was fun..during those 5 hrs. Purposely passed by my girl's hse for some nostalgic memories. Thinking of the nights I sent her back, thinking of the times I would stop by the park and we would just talk or chill in the car listening to oldies, singing to the tunes of Ella fritgerald or maybe Abba. Sighhhhhh..its only been less than a week and I'm like this alrdy...I hate the distance in our relationship. But i love my baby too much to even think of giving up. 2 1/2 yrs more and maybe I'll get a job in SG even though I really wanted to join Petronas or Shell. Maybe they hv recognized aeronautical companies in SG that I could really opt for If i'm lucky.
Its Clubs and Societes week in Monash, I shall not make anymore excuses and join CF this sem, its the least I could do since I can't really wake up on Sunday xD . Now the tricky part is choosing other clubs I would wanna join, music club, handball club, football club, orrrr capoeira?
Hrmmm what should I pick.
One site that I always look forward to its updates has been blocked D: (gutteruncensored) I hope its a temporary thing.
Troubles right now? Missing my baby too much, 5 hrs of ping-pong today didn't really help in easing the loneliness away...even though it was fun..during those 5 hrs. Purposely passed by my girl's hse for some nostalgic memories. Thinking of the nights I sent her back, thinking of the times I would stop by the park and we would just talk or chill in the car listening to oldies, singing to the tunes of Ella fritgerald or maybe Abba. Sighhhhhh..its only been less than a week and I'm like this alrdy...I hate the distance in our relationship. But i love my baby too much to even think of giving up. 2 1/2 yrs more and maybe I'll get a job in SG even though I really wanted to join Petronas or Shell. Maybe they hv recognized aeronautical companies in SG that I could really opt for If i'm lucky.
Its Clubs and Societes week in Monash, I shall not make anymore excuses and join CF this sem, its the least I could do since I can't really wake up on Sunday xD . Now the tricky part is choosing other clubs I would wanna join, music club, handball club, football club, orrrr capoeira?
Hrmmm what should I pick.
One site that I always look forward to its updates has been blocked D: (gutteruncensored) I hope its a temporary thing.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Memories
I pray to God that Me and my baby will create more and much more sweet memories together forever.
Times like this
Everything is coming to a standstill, can you actually believe that i failed a damn subject 2 times in a row all because I failed my damn finals. Talk about a waste of rm8.6k , sigh. Looks like i may hv to graduate half a yr later than expected, hopefully and Second Upper honors doesn't look too distant......provided i score at least 80% for alllllllllllllllll my subjects from now on. I can do it! I don't blame anyone for this failure and I absolutely do not blame God for it. He works in mysterious ways. This is probably his way of telling me to buck up. I pray that the hard work I'm gonna put in my upcoming studies will bear fruits. Fruits called HDs not Ns.
Fern's leaving to Singapore this Friday, which is truly heartbreaking... I don't want her to go but i know she should go for a brighter future. Well, twin if ur reading this, I might need help in LDRs but SG is only 3 1/2 hrs drive away and a 4 1/2 hrs bus ride away from here so I'm optimistic that everything will turn out fine. Just feel so lonely sometimes without her..proves that I'm too accustomed to a life in a relationship which is pretty awesome *smiles wholeheartedly* Imma gonna cherish all the happy and sad moments that we had and great moments that will come.
Fern's leaving to Singapore this Friday, which is truly heartbreaking... I don't want her to go but i know she should go for a brighter future. Well, twin if ur reading this, I might need help in LDRs but SG is only 3 1/2 hrs drive away and a 4 1/2 hrs bus ride away from here so I'm optimistic that everything will turn out fine. Just feel so lonely sometimes without her..proves that I'm too accustomed to a life in a relationship which is pretty awesome *smiles wholeheartedly* Imma gonna cherish all the happy and sad moments that we had and great moments that will come.
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