Friday, December 09, 2011

It's been awhile

Terror seemed to have found its place in my dreams again. Yet again I have been attacked, and this is for certain for the things I dreamt as I was attacked were ungodly, everything seemed lacking the holy presence of God. In a recollection of how this attack happened tonight, in a instant in my dreams I shifted towards an empty vast area of the earth which was devoid of all life, there was only darkness around and then it began. My soul felt stretched and uneasy, as if falling into a deep sleep of no return and that my friend is a feeling that terrifies me. I saw an inverted cross, there seemed to be laughter around me. In that instant, I prayed to God for protection and also in tongues, there was a battle, a mental tug of war; obviously I was protected as I felt a sudden rush of peace in my heart for I knew my God my Lord was with me, there was nothing I could fear but of the fear of the Lord.

Make no mistake, you might think I was playing and reading too many unnecessary material but these things which have crept into my dreams I have never seen or read before. It was plain and obvious. How long has it been since the last encounter, something must have been not right in my life for me to be so exposed to such attacks.

These words struck me in my moment of weakness and despair,

My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak,
but God remains the strength of my heart;
He is mine forever.  

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