Post mortem - Part 1?

Yeah I'm going to write 2 posts today. That's right folks (or to whichever random person who reads this blog, I don't update it often). Today's a good day.

This is part 1. There might be a part 2. might, depending on my mood swings and schedules.

So how has my 2012 been?

• Yet again.. yet again...The old man up there never fails to surprise me. My faith in Him has grown in such a mind-blowing way that it's utterly unimaginable. I'm not saying I'm super holy or whatever, I'm just saying I'm in total awe of his goodness and faithfulness to me and my family. It's crazy man, just bonkers. If you're somehow reading this Lord, thanks! haha.

• In July this year, all hope to graduate was kinda bleak (almost non-existent) yet He provided a way. He told me that this is the way He'd do it, and true to his word, that's the way it went (with prayer and faith, amen!). There's no hope better than hope in our beloved Saviour! Ask me for a personal testimony if you wish to know, hahaha.

• My family's safe, healthy and happy. Thank God for that. 

• I'm still happily single, still am waiting for that person whom He thinks will suit me the best. But.. I got a good feeling about 2013. I don't know why but it's a good feeling. I wonder who you are, my beloved girl :D. I can't wait to meet you, hold you in an embrace worthy of this wait. 

• So I'm going to work soon. I hope I get into an O & G company or an Aeronautical company!

Okay, time for bed!

Forlorn

To what limits do you satisfy the lust for the world,
When all the truths are just burled,
Masked by lies laid as rampant as the ocean waves swirl.

To what ends do you hold on,
When all that you believe in..is just a con,
Hope asunder; cries unheard till the morning dawn,

Pain which rips apart the heart already so..so torn.
Nobody there who understands the road you have gone,
Or perhaps the empty façade and forced smile drawn.

Saying to yourself....just smile and carry on..

To your first love you have forgone,
The everlasting Hope in which the world was built on since eons,
His love for you; He has never withdrawn,
"Come back to me"..He whispers.. true joy to you.. I will bestow upon.

My heart breaks for those that have turned their back on Him, yet he always waits, for the day that the lost shall call upon Him again.

Over and over again

One thing I had in mind,

Two ways that it can be designed,

Three times it had been refined,

Four AM and I'm still in a bind.